I recently wrote a letter to a missionary friend about some thoughts I was having about this upcoming Christmas...I thought I would share.
I was thinking about something recently and I thought I would share. It has to do with the First Presidency Message in the Ensign this month. President Eyring says, "Most of all, sometimes it is hard for us to be sufficiently grateful for the greatest gifts we receive: the birth of Jesus Christ, His Atonement, the promise of resurrection, the opportunity to enjoy eternal life with our families, the Restoration of the gospel with the priesthood and its keys. Only with the help of the Holy Ghost can we begin to feel what those blessings mean for us and for those we love." Our home teachers shared that quote with us and it hit me so hard. I have been a bit worried this month because Tanner and I don't have the means to get each other presents that we want to or even gifts for our family members. Like I said, we're really poor. I've always had large Christmas'. That was the time in our family to be spoiled. I was having a hard time grasping the fact that we each only had a little bit of money to provide for each other and our many family members. I wanted so desperately for my husband to wake up on Christmas morning and to see things I had searched for and prepared for him but I knew that wasn't going to happen. It felt like that Christmas story involving a newly married couple, the woman cuts her hair to pay for a chain for her husbands watch. Then the husband sells his prized watch for hair combs for his wife's beautiful hair. As I read and re-read that quote I realized that the knowledge that I have about this gospel, the birth of my Savior, His Atonement and the blessings of the temple and eternal covenants with my Heavenly Father and my husband were all I needed. That was enough. Those were the gifts of our Savior and Heavenly Father. We are so blessed. I know that Christmas this year will not be big and I will not be able to give everything I wanted to to my husband. But I also know that my commitment to Jesus Christ is enough. I know my husband does the same and our little family is eternal. That is one of the greatest gifts of all. I will be together with my family for forever. I thank my Heavenly Father for that incredible gift. The Plan of Salvation is for our happiness and without or Savior, Jesus Christ, none of it would be possible.
Truly, we are so blessed. We watched The Grinch last night and it's message rang true-all you need is your family. Have a happy week! :)
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Friday, December 2, 2011
Christmas Around the World
It's my fifth Christmas Around the World. I don't know how to survive college without it I guess.
Each week after Thanksgiving break I get little sleep, skip many classes and eat lots of crock pot meals (if I'm organized). I also get to spend time with wonderful friends, lots of Christmas tree fluffing and bags of ice wrapped around my calves. So worth it.
I'll probably cry tomorrow night knowing it's the last time I'll be looking up into the audience from the ginormous stage in the Marriott. It's beautiful really, the Christmas season, spending time preparing for an incredibly involved show and finally prancing around in those red boots.
The best part of Christmas Around the World, besides spending 10-11 hours in the Marriott center every day, are the devotionals. I was asked to share some thoughts with my performing team this evening and felt completely and utterly inspired by the Lord as I was preparing. What an incredible feeling. Here's what has been on my mind lately and I can't wait to share these simple truths with my team tonight.
I'll condense it to the main points for you :)
Trials and hardship will always come our way. The Lord just asks that we handle them with a smile. Easier said than done right? How are we supposed to see the light throughout these difficult times-especially at two a.m. with a paper due the next day and finals looming at the end of the dark tunnel. In the Book of Mormon there are countless examples of what righteous people do when they are faced with these seemingly dooming trials. They give thanks because no one can deliver them out of bondage except the Lord. President Henry B. Eyring shares wonderful insight when he says, "We must ask in prayer that God, by the power of the Holy Ghost, will help us see our blessings clearly even in the midst of our trials. He can help us by the power of the Spirit to recognize and be grateful for blessings we take for granted. What has helped me the most is to ask God in prayer, "Wouldst Thou please direct me to someone I can help for Thee? It is in helping God bless others that I have seen my own blessings more clearly" Me too.
He continues, " We all can make the choice to give thanks in prayer and to ask God for direction to serve others for Him--especially during this time of year when we celebrate the Savior's birth. God the Father gave His Son, and Jesus Christ gave us the Atonement, the greatest of all gifts and all giving (see D&C 14:7)"
I'm going to challenge you and my team tonight to not think of yourself. Especially as you are in the midst of your trials. Harder times always get better but they will get better faster if you think of others. Humble yourself and think less about yourself.
Merry Christmas Around the World!
Each week after Thanksgiving break I get little sleep, skip many classes and eat lots of crock pot meals (if I'm organized). I also get to spend time with wonderful friends, lots of Christmas tree fluffing and bags of ice wrapped around my calves. So worth it.
I'll probably cry tomorrow night knowing it's the last time I'll be looking up into the audience from the ginormous stage in the Marriott. It's beautiful really, the Christmas season, spending time preparing for an incredibly involved show and finally prancing around in those red boots.
The best part of Christmas Around the World, besides spending 10-11 hours in the Marriott center every day, are the devotionals. I was asked to share some thoughts with my performing team this evening and felt completely and utterly inspired by the Lord as I was preparing. What an incredible feeling. Here's what has been on my mind lately and I can't wait to share these simple truths with my team tonight.
I'll condense it to the main points for you :)
Trials and hardship will always come our way. The Lord just asks that we handle them with a smile. Easier said than done right? How are we supposed to see the light throughout these difficult times-especially at two a.m. with a paper due the next day and finals looming at the end of the dark tunnel. In the Book of Mormon there are countless examples of what righteous people do when they are faced with these seemingly dooming trials. They give thanks because no one can deliver them out of bondage except the Lord. President Henry B. Eyring shares wonderful insight when he says, "We must ask in prayer that God, by the power of the Holy Ghost, will help us see our blessings clearly even in the midst of our trials. He can help us by the power of the Spirit to recognize and be grateful for blessings we take for granted. What has helped me the most is to ask God in prayer, "Wouldst Thou please direct me to someone I can help for Thee? It is in helping God bless others that I have seen my own blessings more clearly" Me too.
He continues, " We all can make the choice to give thanks in prayer and to ask God for direction to serve others for Him--especially during this time of year when we celebrate the Savior's birth. God the Father gave His Son, and Jesus Christ gave us the Atonement, the greatest of all gifts and all giving (see D&C 14:7)"
I'm going to challenge you and my team tonight to not think of yourself. Especially as you are in the midst of your trials. Harder times always get better but they will get better faster if you think of others. Humble yourself and think less about yourself.
Merry Christmas Around the World!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Words of the Prophets
I stumbled upon this video via Facebook. It touched my heart. I could feel the spirit testify that these men were indeed prophets of our Savior, Jesus Christ. What incredible knowledge this is. If you have 6 minutes-and I'm sure you do since you're reading blogs-watch this.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Justice
Sometimes it's hard to do what you feel is right. It's also hard to do things when no one else steps in and takes his or her place at the bat.
Today I had an experience that really changed how I view things.
I had been stewing about a certain situation for a while now and was becoming extremely bothered.
I know life isn't fair but man I felt like I needed to do something about it.
I did.
I did something that was hard for me. I stepped up to the plate and tried to voice my own opinion and the opinion of others. I am so grateful I found the strength (and encouragement from my husband) to stand up for what I knew was right. I could not back down, that voice inside of me was speaking too strong.
Perhaps nothing will come of what I said but I know I did the right thing. I know that life is not fair but when I see people hurting because of unfair and unjust situations, I can not stand by and let it happen. Now I know I never will. I will always try to be that person that stands up and says what I'm feeling.
The Lord makes things fair in the end. I have to keep that in mind and I have to know things always work out. But by golly I will never just stand by and let life pass me by, especially when it isn't happening the right way.
Today I had an experience that really changed how I view things.
I had been stewing about a certain situation for a while now and was becoming extremely bothered.
I know life isn't fair but man I felt like I needed to do something about it.
I did.
I did something that was hard for me. I stepped up to the plate and tried to voice my own opinion and the opinion of others. I am so grateful I found the strength (and encouragement from my husband) to stand up for what I knew was right. I could not back down, that voice inside of me was speaking too strong.
Perhaps nothing will come of what I said but I know I did the right thing. I know that life is not fair but when I see people hurting because of unfair and unjust situations, I can not stand by and let it happen. Now I know I never will. I will always try to be that person that stands up and says what I'm feeling.
The Lord makes things fair in the end. I have to keep that in mind and I have to know things always work out. But by golly I will never just stand by and let life pass me by, especially when it isn't happening the right way.
Monday, November 7, 2011
Dinner
I have decided to start a food blog. SO that's coming soon. I probably won't use this one very much because well, I don't know that anyone reads it and I never have anything interesting to say.
I do however, always have food to write about and recipes to share. I like to think of making dinner as my creative outlet. Or frosting a cake-pumpkin spice to be exact. I'll still probably update you about our lives but mostly you'll find out about what we ate for dinner. Maybe it will be boring but I figure it will be a great way to save recipes and stories because good things whether it be tummies full, milk spilling, or great conversations always happen around dinner time.
I do however, always have food to write about and recipes to share. I like to think of making dinner as my creative outlet. Or frosting a cake-pumpkin spice to be exact. I'll still probably update you about our lives but mostly you'll find out about what we ate for dinner. Maybe it will be boring but I figure it will be a great way to save recipes and stories because good things whether it be tummies full, milk spilling, or great conversations always happen around dinner time.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Halloween Awesomeness
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If you like my family....or just like laughing...watch this
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Halloween Plans
When asked what we should do tomorrow night Tanner said...
"Get a bowl of candy, put it outside. Take a piece of cardboard and write 'please take one' and sit in the back of the jeep. When the kids comes by to take candy, we jump out and scare them"
Can you imagine? I think I'll make some Halloween treats and eat them all by myself (inside) while he scares children.
Last year, when we were dating, we carved a pumpkin, played the board game Clue by candlelight and watched some Alfred Hitchcock short films. It was fun. Tomorrow if you hear any screaming children by the Provo power plant...it's probably my husband's fault.
"Get a bowl of candy, put it outside. Take a piece of cardboard and write 'please take one' and sit in the back of the jeep. When the kids comes by to take candy, we jump out and scare them"
Can you imagine? I think I'll make some Halloween treats and eat them all by myself (inside) while he scares children.
Last year, when we were dating, we carved a pumpkin, played the board game Clue by candlelight and watched some Alfred Hitchcock short films. It was fun. Tomorrow if you hear any screaming children by the Provo power plant...it's probably my husband's fault.
Monday, October 24, 2011
Things that make my life great right now
Besides my concussion that keeps me from thinking, studying, concentration, reading etc...I find that there are really great things happening in my life:
Sister Jade Jolley is home from her mission from Thailand. I made yummy masaman curry to celebrate. It's my favorite.
She's on the far left. I'm on the far right. BEST DISNEYLAND TRIP EVER. We each spent what, $40? A reunion is in order.
Tanner still gives me butterflies and I have a sweet tooth every night. I never do that. Tanner kindly protests my baking ideas because with only two people we still eat the treats as fast as a family of 7. And I have no Halloween decorations.
We let our ward borrow our card table...and our only table at that. It's sitting in the Bishop's office. They said they would bring it back? We eat on the couch.
My mother brought me some tomatoes she canned and did not charge us because they were from her garden. Bless her.
I have not sent out Thank You cards although many of them are done. Remember how it's been 3.5 months? I lost my pretty pen to write them and this give me an excuse to do other things such as read recipe books.
We had dinner at our good friend's the Keene's last night. Hamburgers, potato salad, salsa sorta, and peach cobbler to top it off. It was summer all over again and we loved it.
Life is really great. I am extremely behind on my school work but every single one of my teachers is letting me complete them when I'm ready or come to class when I'm able. And even though I feel like my brain is filling up with blood...life is really great.
One time Tanner surprised me for my 22nd birthday.
Sister Jade Jolley is home from her mission from Thailand. I made yummy masaman curry to celebrate. It's my favorite.
She's on the far left. I'm on the far right. BEST DISNEYLAND TRIP EVER. We each spent what, $40? A reunion is in order.
Tanner still gives me butterflies and I have a sweet tooth every night. I never do that. Tanner kindly protests my baking ideas because with only two people we still eat the treats as fast as a family of 7. And I have no Halloween decorations.
We let our ward borrow our card table...and our only table at that. It's sitting in the Bishop's office. They said they would bring it back? We eat on the couch.
My mother brought me some tomatoes she canned and did not charge us because they were from her garden. Bless her.
I have not sent out Thank You cards although many of them are done. Remember how it's been 3.5 months? I lost my pretty pen to write them and this give me an excuse to do other things such as read recipe books.
We had dinner at our good friend's the Keene's last night. Hamburgers, potato salad, salsa sorta, and peach cobbler to top it off. It was summer all over again and we loved it.
Life is really great. I am extremely behind on my school work but every single one of my teachers is letting me complete them when I'm ready or come to class when I'm able. And even though I feel like my brain is filling up with blood...life is really great.
One time Tanner surprised me for my 22nd birthday.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
some words
I finally figured out why I'm such a poor blogger.
I don't ever take pictures. This makes my posts extremely boring and visually unappealing. I just ramble and let's be real, I don't write good, ahem...well. Unfortunately I am not going to make a promise to you that I will change and start carrying my camera around everywhere. I just don't have time.
So here are some words to let you know what we've been doing the past 7 weeks.
SCHOOL
We're always reading, writing and learning. You know you're in the right major when you start applying everything you're learning though right? Tanner has found his new home in writing. His professors are constantly handing him papers back with a huge A+ slathered on the top. He works harder than anyone in his group projects and starts writing assignments three weeks before they're due. His professors also compliment him and one even called him a perfectionist. He took this as a compliment. From that professor, it was.
I construct sweatshirts and literally, I'm like sweating as I'm constructing. I didn't get my material until one week after we were supposed to have it. I heart UPS. I write group papers and then walk around campus looking at the travertine and lighting design. Then I walk through fabric stories feeling like I'm in heaven. I menu plan and then want to cry when every grocery store gets their pumpkin cans recalled. October with no pumpkin treats? Thankfully I managed to already make pumpkin chocolate chip cookies and pumpkin bars before this happened. Now I will patiently wait.
We're hoping for Disneyland with my family either during Thanksgiving break or Christmas. I started watching Survivor and it's my new favorite show. We went on a real date last weekend. Dinner at Olive Garden and Captain America. I would highly recommend both. We've been dancing our tails off. First we had World of Dance, then a guest choreographer from Ukraine (she lives in Canada now), learning a new Hungarian suite, performed it for Homecoming Spectacular, walked in the parade, performed for the religion and law symposium, the dance assembly and another guest choreographer from Hungary. Whew. We have only had one weekend off since school started. And we love it.
General Conference was great and we loved spending time with family cooking away.
What else is new...Oh yes. Monday I got a concussion so I am currently in bed. Last night I lost vision, feeling in my face and limbs, and I couldn't control my body. Life is good. I anxiously await the day when I have time to hang pictures, make curtains and actually fold the laundry. We're happy and the last three months have been bliss.
I don't ever take pictures. This makes my posts extremely boring and visually unappealing. I just ramble and let's be real, I don't write good, ahem...well. Unfortunately I am not going to make a promise to you that I will change and start carrying my camera around everywhere. I just don't have time.
So here are some words to let you know what we've been doing the past 7 weeks.
SCHOOL
We're always reading, writing and learning. You know you're in the right major when you start applying everything you're learning though right? Tanner has found his new home in writing. His professors are constantly handing him papers back with a huge A+ slathered on the top. He works harder than anyone in his group projects and starts writing assignments three weeks before they're due. His professors also compliment him and one even called him a perfectionist. He took this as a compliment. From that professor, it was.
I construct sweatshirts and literally, I'm like sweating as I'm constructing. I didn't get my material until one week after we were supposed to have it. I heart UPS. I write group papers and then walk around campus looking at the travertine and lighting design. Then I walk through fabric stories feeling like I'm in heaven. I menu plan and then want to cry when every grocery store gets their pumpkin cans recalled. October with no pumpkin treats? Thankfully I managed to already make pumpkin chocolate chip cookies and pumpkin bars before this happened. Now I will patiently wait.
We're hoping for Disneyland with my family either during Thanksgiving break or Christmas. I started watching Survivor and it's my new favorite show. We went on a real date last weekend. Dinner at Olive Garden and Captain America. I would highly recommend both. We've been dancing our tails off. First we had World of Dance, then a guest choreographer from Ukraine (she lives in Canada now), learning a new Hungarian suite, performed it for Homecoming Spectacular, walked in the parade, performed for the religion and law symposium, the dance assembly and another guest choreographer from Hungary. Whew. We have only had one weekend off since school started. And we love it.
General Conference was great and we loved spending time with family cooking away.
What else is new...Oh yes. Monday I got a concussion so I am currently in bed. Last night I lost vision, feeling in my face and limbs, and I couldn't control my body. Life is good. I anxiously await the day when I have time to hang pictures, make curtains and actually fold the laundry. We're happy and the last three months have been bliss.
Monday, October 10, 2011
BLOG????
I knew I would run into this problem when I got married...
Changing my blog?
I need your thoughts on this.
A completely new blog? a little redo with the look of the page? New URL? Can you even do that?
(Obviously I'm not too up to date with this thing anyway).
This isn't a big deal. I am just tired of seeing katrinamlewis....cuz that's not my name anymore.
AND Tanner does everything I do. We are the same. Except he does PR homework and I do sewing. So maybe opposite.
But he's really cute and I know you want to see more of him.
Here we are in Prague.
Ps do you want to see wedding pics/europe pics? We had a pretty cool summer I guess.
Changing my blog?
I need your thoughts on this.
A completely new blog? a little redo with the look of the page? New URL? Can you even do that?
(Obviously I'm not too up to date with this thing anyway).
This isn't a big deal. I am just tired of seeing katrinamlewis....cuz that's not my name anymore.
AND Tanner does everything I do. We are the same. Except he does PR homework and I do sewing. So maybe opposite.
But he's really cute and I know you want to see more of him.
Here we are in Prague.
Ps do you want to see wedding pics/europe pics? We had a pretty cool summer I guess.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Curry and such
I did not truly taste curry until my friend from high school came home from his mission from Thailand. He made us all a delicious masman curry. I was in heaven. My dad served his mission in Holland and said it always smelled of curry and B.O so my mom never made it at home. I was deprived.
Since then, I have loved going to Thai and Indian restaurants. One of my favorite was in Prague (I felt really cool as I typed that). Then I bought an Indian cookbook for half off at the BYU bookstore. I drool when I look through it. But that's all I've done. All of the recipes are complicated (or so it seems), because of the many different spices they have to grind and honestly, I don't want to make ghee (clarified butter). So I do nothing but stare at recipes and pine after making these amazing spice blends at home someday. Today I made a huge step.
I have been eyeing Many Lands for years now. Never daring to step foot inside by myself. Today I was out of the curry my aunt had given me. Their family lived in Japan for a while so she knows a thing or two about Asian cuisine. So I visited websites, found out good brands of curries and set out. We first went to a newer Indian market on University Ave located next to Velour. SO MANY SPICES I WANTED TO CRY FROM HAPPINESS. I can buy so many whole cloves, cardamom and garam masala blends for SO cheap. We bought some curry, garam masala and Indian cookies. Better than nabisco, I assure you. Then we went to Many Lands. Although we did not understand many of the labels I was again in heaven. Rows of different soy sauces, pastes and noodles. Many were cheaper then the "asain aisles" in grocery stores. We bought some green curry paste, rice noodles, and the masman curry my friend made for me.
Now my favorite Thai coconut curry soup is simmering away and I feel brave enough to maybe try a recipe or two in my Indian cookbook.
Now Tanner knows another way to make me happy, give me ten dollar to spend in either of these stores.
Recipe for the soup:
(I found this a couple years ago through tastespotting.com and then lost it. I've modified it and make it from my head now.
1 bunch Green onions
1 Red pepper
1-2 T (I just eyeball it) Curry powder
2-3 Breasts of Chicken
1 Can Coconut milk
Chicken broth 6-8 cups
Cilantro
RIce
All of this can be adjusted to your party size.
1. Saute about one bunch of green onions and 1 red pepper in a little bit of olive oil
2. Add chicken broth, chicken, and curry powder. Simmer simmer!! Let it go for a while (30-40 min, the chicken will fall apart)
3. Add the coconut milk and cilantro at the end. (Sometimes I don't add the cilantro, depending on my mood.
4. Serve over rice (jasmine is the best)
Yum!
Since then, I have loved going to Thai and Indian restaurants. One of my favorite was in Prague (I felt really cool as I typed that). Then I bought an Indian cookbook for half off at the BYU bookstore. I drool when I look through it. But that's all I've done. All of the recipes are complicated (or so it seems), because of the many different spices they have to grind and honestly, I don't want to make ghee (clarified butter). So I do nothing but stare at recipes and pine after making these amazing spice blends at home someday. Today I made a huge step.
I have been eyeing Many Lands for years now. Never daring to step foot inside by myself. Today I was out of the curry my aunt had given me. Their family lived in Japan for a while so she knows a thing or two about Asian cuisine. So I visited websites, found out good brands of curries and set out. We first went to a newer Indian market on University Ave located next to Velour. SO MANY SPICES I WANTED TO CRY FROM HAPPINESS. I can buy so many whole cloves, cardamom and garam masala blends for SO cheap. We bought some curry, garam masala and Indian cookies. Better than nabisco, I assure you. Then we went to Many Lands. Although we did not understand many of the labels I was again in heaven. Rows of different soy sauces, pastes and noodles. Many were cheaper then the "asain aisles" in grocery stores. We bought some green curry paste, rice noodles, and the masman curry my friend made for me.
Now my favorite Thai coconut curry soup is simmering away and I feel brave enough to maybe try a recipe or two in my Indian cookbook.
Now Tanner knows another way to make me happy, give me ten dollar to spend in either of these stores.
Recipe for the soup:
(I found this a couple years ago through tastespotting.com and then lost it. I've modified it and make it from my head now.
1 bunch Green onions
1 Red pepper
1-2 T (I just eyeball it) Curry powder
2-3 Breasts of Chicken
1 Can Coconut milk
Chicken broth 6-8 cups
Cilantro
RIce
All of this can be adjusted to your party size.
1. Saute about one bunch of green onions and 1 red pepper in a little bit of olive oil
2. Add chicken broth, chicken, and curry powder. Simmer simmer!! Let it go for a while (30-40 min, the chicken will fall apart)
3. Add the coconut milk and cilantro at the end. (Sometimes I don't add the cilantro, depending on my mood.
4. Serve over rice (jasmine is the best)
Yum!
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Midnight
Every night at about midnight we get a little something special...
A baby cries.
Loud.
Upstairs.
For a good 15 minutes.
He's two.
We are usually in bed, asleep.
We have refrained from having people over after nine p.m. Why you might ask?
Because we may wake up the sleeping baby.
A baby cries.
Loud.
Upstairs.
For a good 15 minutes.
He's two.
We are usually in bed, asleep.
We have refrained from having people over after nine p.m. Why you might ask?
Because we may wake up the sleeping baby.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
What is the deal?
Pinterest.
What in the world? I may be way behind the times but I need some info on this. I have been hearing about this website where you can look up just about anything and "pin" your favorite things? I looked up the website, scrolled down and was completely uninterested in pinterest.
Interesting.
I'm taking a class on technology for teachers. Apparently I won't be able to send papers home with my students anymore because that will be completely out of date. Now I have to learn to communicate with the new generation.
I like looking at magazines, cutting and pasting them to my "dream book" (Yes, I really have one). I like reading real books instead of on kindle.
The microwave was made to simplify our lives. Frozen dinners for those who don't have time, and pinterest for people who need more to do with their busy lives.
I like technology. I like blogging. I enjoy browsing recipe, reading talks online and communicating through email. But I don't like all that comes with it. There are wonderful things about the internet and some not so wonderful things. I'm writing a paper in my advanced writing class based upon the question, "Should parents limit their children's internet access because of the possible effects on social interaction".
I think yes.
What do you think?
Do you miss the old interior design magazines, going to a library to read a real book and doing things in real life?
What in the world? I may be way behind the times but I need some info on this. I have been hearing about this website where you can look up just about anything and "pin" your favorite things? I looked up the website, scrolled down and was completely uninterested in pinterest.
Interesting.
I'm taking a class on technology for teachers. Apparently I won't be able to send papers home with my students anymore because that will be completely out of date. Now I have to learn to communicate with the new generation.
I like looking at magazines, cutting and pasting them to my "dream book" (Yes, I really have one). I like reading real books instead of on kindle.
The microwave was made to simplify our lives. Frozen dinners for those who don't have time, and pinterest for people who need more to do with their busy lives.
I like technology. I like blogging. I enjoy browsing recipe, reading talks online and communicating through email. But I don't like all that comes with it. There are wonderful things about the internet and some not so wonderful things. I'm writing a paper in my advanced writing class based upon the question, "Should parents limit their children's internet access because of the possible effects on social interaction".
I think yes.
What do you think?
Do you miss the old interior design magazines, going to a library to read a real book and doing things in real life?
Friday, September 16, 2011
They aren't Down Syndrome kids
So I'm writing to vent a bit.
This is not a big deal at all. But I need to clarify to the world.
In my advanced writing class today my teacher showed us an example of a paper her daughter wrote. This paper has bad transitions, and that was the point she was trying to make. Thank you Mr. Birrell for teaching me the correct way to transition papers, therefore, in contrast, however, finally, etc.
The paper she showed us was an argumentative paper addressing the question of whether or not children with Down Syndrome should be mainstreamed. I perked up.
My little sister Cami has Down Syndrome.
She didn't read the paper and I wish she had. That is not the point, however. As she was describing her daughters research she kept saying things like, "Whether Downs kids should be mainstreamed".
"Those Down Syndrome children..."
Do you see anything wrong with these sentences? Not grammatically of course (ps don't judge me on grammar here, that's not what blogs are for). Here are my corrections, and if you want to be nice and politically correct, read them.1. Don't say Downs. Downs is not a nickname. If you look it up in the dictionary, you won't find anything that describes something as complex as Trisomy 21.
2. Just because a person is born with an extra chromosome doesn't mean that they loose all identity. A person who has ancestors from Germany is not "that German child", he is a child with German ancestry.
My sister has Down Syndrome but she most certainly does not carry the title of Down Syndrome in her name. When I am describing a person with an eating disorder I would not say, "anorexic Suzy..." If her anorexia were important to the information I was presenting, I would say, "My friend Suzy, who has anorexia..."
Those two sentences, the one with "Downs" and "Down Syndrome children" are incorrect. Please don't use them again Professor. Or anyone else for that matter.
This really got me worked up today. I don't think disabilities should define us. Other wise I would be introduced as the half-doer anxious girl. No thanks.
My sister is really great. And so are millions of other people who have disabilities, whether they be physical, emotional, intellectual or spiritual. They want to be known for who they are, not what they have
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
5th year
When you're a super senior homework is impossible.
Motivation is non-existent.
I have an assignment due tomorrow- one page single spaced about buildings on campus. I don't want to do it. So tomorrow during my one hour break, I will rush to the library and get it done. I would rather read other blogs. Thank you.
This is us in Croatia this summer. Cute.
Motivation is non-existent.
I have an assignment due tomorrow- one page single spaced about buildings on campus. I don't want to do it. So tomorrow during my one hour break, I will rush to the library and get it done. I would rather read other blogs. Thank you.
This is us in Croatia this summer. Cute.
Saturday, September 3, 2011
A Discovery
My favorite pizza is the classic Margherita. Slap on some fresh tomatoes, moz and basil and I'm in heaven.
Tanner and I love making homemade pizza. We do so a lot. It's relatively easy, cheap and delicious. We've tried every combination of pizza crust and sauce. Trying for the perfect pizza.
We found it.
In a pizza recipe book
Please enjoy:
Medium crust:
1/2 oz fresh yeast or 1 1/2 teaspoons active dry yeast
1 C warm water
2 C bread flour+extra to dust hands and work surface
1/3 teaspoons salt
1 Tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil (optional) --it's better with it
1. Put the active dry yeast in a small bowl and add about 1/2 C of the warm water
2. Stir gently until the yeast has dissolved. Set aside until frothy, about 10 min
3. Combine the flour and salt in a medium bowl. Pour in the yeast mixture, oil (if using), and enough of the remaining warm water to obtain a fairly sticky dough.
4. Dust a clean work surface with extra flour, Scrape all the dough out of the bowl onto the work surface. Shape into a firm, round ball.
5. Knead the dough for 8-10 min. THIS is important!!! When it is firm and no longer sticks to your hands or the work surface, lift it up and bang it down hard a couple of times. (Then it says that this banging develops the gluten...that's not entirely true, you were developing it the whole time you were kneading...)
6. When ready, the dough will be smooth and elastic and show definite air bubbles beneath the surface. Place it in a large oiled bowl, and cover it with a cloth. Set aside to rise for 1 hour.
7.Press into whatever you're cooking on with your hands. Bake at 500 for 10-15 min with whatever toppings you choose!
SAUCE-this is the winner!
Blend one can of diced tomatoes in a food processor (or blender works fine)
Salt and Pepper it to taste.
We added red pepper flakes and a bit of garlic salt...like one dash
Add fresh basil, tomatoes from your mom's garden preferrably and mozzarella cheese. DELICIOUS!!!
Also, school is great. We're dancing our little feet off and are as happy and busy as can be. Tanner went mountain biking and came back really beat up. Should we make a new blog now?
Tanner and I love making homemade pizza. We do so a lot. It's relatively easy, cheap and delicious. We've tried every combination of pizza crust and sauce. Trying for the perfect pizza.
We found it.
In a pizza recipe book
Please enjoy:
Medium crust:
1/2 oz fresh yeast or 1 1/2 teaspoons active dry yeast
1 C warm water
2 C bread flour+extra to dust hands and work surface
1/3 teaspoons salt
1 Tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil (optional) --it's better with it
1. Put the active dry yeast in a small bowl and add about 1/2 C of the warm water
2. Stir gently until the yeast has dissolved. Set aside until frothy, about 10 min
3. Combine the flour and salt in a medium bowl. Pour in the yeast mixture, oil (if using), and enough of the remaining warm water to obtain a fairly sticky dough.
4. Dust a clean work surface with extra flour, Scrape all the dough out of the bowl onto the work surface. Shape into a firm, round ball.
5. Knead the dough for 8-10 min. THIS is important!!! When it is firm and no longer sticks to your hands or the work surface, lift it up and bang it down hard a couple of times. (Then it says that this banging develops the gluten...that's not entirely true, you were developing it the whole time you were kneading...)
6. When ready, the dough will be smooth and elastic and show definite air bubbles beneath the surface. Place it in a large oiled bowl, and cover it with a cloth. Set aside to rise for 1 hour.
7.Press into whatever you're cooking on with your hands. Bake at 500 for 10-15 min with whatever toppings you choose!
SAUCE-this is the winner!
Blend one can of diced tomatoes in a food processor (or blender works fine)
Salt and Pepper it to taste.
We added red pepper flakes and a bit of garlic salt...like one dash
Add fresh basil, tomatoes from your mom's garden preferrably and mozzarella cheese. DELICIOUS!!!
Also, school is great. We're dancing our little feet off and are as happy and busy as can be. Tanner went mountain biking and came back really beat up. Should we make a new blog now?
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Wedding Pictures
Here's the website if you want to see wedding pictures :)
amandacastleberryphotography.blogspot.com
I love them more than anything and can't wait to see the rest...
Amanda dear, you are incredible
amandacastleberryphotography.blogspot.com
I love them more than anything and can't wait to see the rest...
Amanda dear, you are incredible
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
A few things about my husband.
There are many things that make my husband so awesome. However, this post is not going to be sentimental in any regard. Know that I think those things about him too. We'll save that for another day.
He does the dishes. ALL THE TIME
He picks me wild flowers from the mountains
He packs us lunches so I can a) sleep in b) do my hair/try to look nice
He makes me laugh. Too hard. He's so witty.
He helps me make dinner, every night
He plays scrabble with me, and lets me win :)
He does the laundry
He is just really really awesome.
I am just so lucky.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
When we were The Help
I just keep telling myself
1. Your own kids are easier to take care of
2. They don't come all at once
3. I know why their parents took a vacation to Hawaii
4. Tanner is going to be an incredible dad. I already knew that. But now I really know it
5. I like watching little girls blow bubbles
6. We adore these children
7. Spaghettios= food group for ages 5 and under
8. 8 a.m. is not a good time for me
9. I get migraines really bad when there are little kids screaming
10. Last night was one of those times. Everyone was screaming, it was ten minutes before dinner, and they were all congregated in one room. With us. I asked them nicely, to please go have some quiet time before dinner. About five time. Everyone kept laughing and smiling and screaming. We had been with these kids for a week now. So this was the breaking point. I turned, (raised my eyebrows-I learned this as a preschool teacher) and said. "I am so serious right now. Everyone go to your room and have quiet time until dinner". I was not yelling, but my voice was stern and serious. They kept laughing. Tanner got up, literally hauled them out the door and into their rooms. While the nearly twelve year old boy yelled, "This is my house! I can be in whatever room I want to!" To which Tanner and I replied at the same moment, "We're in charge!"
No yelling occurred besides the children. Who up to this point, haven't made us break down. They constantly give us hugs and tell us they love us so we figure we have been strict but still fun.
11. The 5 year old said the "f" word this morning.
Their parents get home in four hours. Ask me if I'm excited.
1. Your own kids are easier to take care of
2. They don't come all at once
3. I know why their parents took a vacation to Hawaii
4. Tanner is going to be an incredible dad. I already knew that. But now I really know it
5. I like watching little girls blow bubbles
6. We adore these children
7. Spaghettios= food group for ages 5 and under
8. 8 a.m. is not a good time for me
9. I get migraines really bad when there are little kids screaming
10. Last night was one of those times. Everyone was screaming, it was ten minutes before dinner, and they were all congregated in one room. With us. I asked them nicely, to please go have some quiet time before dinner. About five time. Everyone kept laughing and smiling and screaming. We had been with these kids for a week now. So this was the breaking point. I turned, (raised my eyebrows-I learned this as a preschool teacher) and said. "I am so serious right now. Everyone go to your room and have quiet time until dinner". I was not yelling, but my voice was stern and serious. They kept laughing. Tanner got up, literally hauled them out the door and into their rooms. While the nearly twelve year old boy yelled, "This is my house! I can be in whatever room I want to!" To which Tanner and I replied at the same moment, "We're in charge!"
No yelling occurred besides the children. Who up to this point, haven't made us break down. They constantly give us hugs and tell us they love us so we figure we have been strict but still fun.
11. The 5 year old said the "f" word this morning.
Their parents get home in four hours. Ask me if I'm excited.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
It's been a while...
It's been a good while.
Tanner and I are married and we've had a crazy couple of weeks. Being married is the best thing in the world. I truly can not describe what a blessing it is. I am forever grateful for the temple, choosing to marry and love Tanner and the miracle of an eternal sweetheart.
This is cheesy-but all true.
After our blast of a honeymoon at my Uncle's gorgeous cabin in Sundance, we went and saw Harry Potter 7.2, travelled to St. George where we stayed a couple days for a family reunion. We hiked the Narrows and enjoyed being with lots of family. If that wasn't enough, we hopped on a plane last Friday night at midnight, arrived in NYC and spent the morning sleepily walking down Times Square. My dear friend Cathy met us for a killer lunch at John's and it was pure joy to see her. We drove around New England all week, seeing the church history sites, Maine, Boston, Vermont and home to New Hampshire. We spent Saturday night at our Open House which was incredible and then returned late Sunday night. What a whirlwind of a couple weeks. We are so excited to not live in suitcases like we have been with Europe for a month and then all this... But wait!
Tomorrow we'll be babysitting five children (whom we haven't met) all under the age of twelve. For eight days. It truly is a blessing and we are so excited. Tanner will be working and we'll be the newlyweds with five kids.
Next week, we may just collapse.
Here's a couple bridals. I'll post wedding pictures as soon as I can!
amandacastleberryphotography.blogspot.com
Tanner and I are married and we've had a crazy couple of weeks. Being married is the best thing in the world. I truly can not describe what a blessing it is. I am forever grateful for the temple, choosing to marry and love Tanner and the miracle of an eternal sweetheart.
This is cheesy-but all true.
After our blast of a honeymoon at my Uncle's gorgeous cabin in Sundance, we went and saw Harry Potter 7.2, travelled to St. George where we stayed a couple days for a family reunion. We hiked the Narrows and enjoyed being with lots of family. If that wasn't enough, we hopped on a plane last Friday night at midnight, arrived in NYC and spent the morning sleepily walking down Times Square. My dear friend Cathy met us for a killer lunch at John's and it was pure joy to see her. We drove around New England all week, seeing the church history sites, Maine, Boston, Vermont and home to New Hampshire. We spent Saturday night at our Open House which was incredible and then returned late Sunday night. What a whirlwind of a couple weeks. We are so excited to not live in suitcases like we have been with Europe for a month and then all this... But wait!
Tomorrow we'll be babysitting five children (whom we haven't met) all under the age of twelve. For eight days. It truly is a blessing and we are so excited. Tanner will be working and we'll be the newlyweds with five kids.
Next week, we may just collapse.
Here's a couple bridals. I'll post wedding pictures as soon as I can!
amandacastleberryphotography.blogspot.com
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Home and Happy
We're home! Happy and slightly jet lagged.
Nine days until Tanner and I will wed and we are very excited.
Lots of last minute pulling things together, snoasis, bowls of popcorns, and relaxing.
Happy Summer!
Nine days until Tanner and I will wed and we are very excited.
Lots of last minute pulling things together, snoasis, bowls of popcorns, and relaxing.
Happy Summer!
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Europe? Marriage?
I'm leaving to Europe tomorrow. At 5:15 a.m.
I'm tired
and nervous
and hungry
and nervous
and excited
and I still have gel in my hair
and we had two dress rehearsals today
and I'm mostly packed
and I'm nervous.
But really, it's exciting. I'm going as a member of the BYU International Folk Dance Ensemble but we'll be going as the American Folk Ensemble. We'll be in Hungary, Czech Republic, Croatia, and Vienna. Who does that. I feel very very blessed. We'll be joining other groups at big festivals and getting to know one another, share dances and our cultures. That is why I folk dance, because it connects people. It connects cultures and generations. It connects ancestors and tells stories. It is spiritual for me. I don't do folk dance because it's always fun, or the movement speaks to my soul (I do modern for that). I do folk dance because it's about people, cultures and the world. We are all God's children and I can not wait to make more friends half a world away.
I'll be home July 5th so I highly doubt you'll hear from me until then.
Ten days later I'll be Mrs. Katrina Pearson.
WOAH.
I'm tired
and nervous
and hungry
and nervous
and excited
and I still have gel in my hair
and we had two dress rehearsals today
and I'm mostly packed
and I'm nervous.
But really, it's exciting. I'm going as a member of the BYU International Folk Dance Ensemble but we'll be going as the American Folk Ensemble. We'll be in Hungary, Czech Republic, Croatia, and Vienna. Who does that. I feel very very blessed. We'll be joining other groups at big festivals and getting to know one another, share dances and our cultures. That is why I folk dance, because it connects people. It connects cultures and generations. It connects ancestors and tells stories. It is spiritual for me. I don't do folk dance because it's always fun, or the movement speaks to my soul (I do modern for that). I do folk dance because it's about people, cultures and the world. We are all God's children and I can not wait to make more friends half a world away.
I'll be home July 5th so I highly doubt you'll hear from me until then.
Ten days later I'll be Mrs. Katrina Pearson.
WOAH.
Friday, June 3, 2011
College Advice
My sister graduated from good ole' Lone Peak High yesterday. It was so strange watching her as she sat on the stand, then waltz across the floor. She looked beautiful. She has so much ahead of her. I was so proud. I think I got more emotional than her as I listened to the speakers.
We went to dinner before the commencement ceremony at Yamato's. It's a family favorite of ours located on State Street. Hello sushi! My dad gave her a mac book pro... he is so generous. Then my mom and I put together a college survival basket.
We included things like, ramen, easy mac, note cards, note book, highlighters, pens, pencils, erasers, sharpies (to write your name on your food), tp, and other random fun things. So I maybe supplied her with THINGS that she would need to survive college. And I know I'm not her mom. But after four years of college, my ideas of how to survive college are pretty fresh. I thought I'd write them down, so as to not forget (when I got back to school in the fall), and for her. I know she will read this.
1. Wash your dishes. It's a pain and you may get sick of it, but do it.
2. Wash your roommates dishes. But wait a couple months cuz then they'll just expect that of you. And they have to learn too.
3. If your roommates and you are not singing songs everyday in the kitchen (aka something is wrong), serve them. Do their dishes.
4. Make your bed. (Mom was always right)
5. and don't do your homework on your bed. It will mess with your mind and throw off your sleep pattern.
6. Speaking of sleep. Do it. At least before one am on the weekdays. Unless there is something super cool going on, most times you'll just wonder why you spent the morning running around, going to taco bell and chasing deers.
7. Go to all your classes. Especially when you don't want to
8. Go to church. Go to all your activities. Go to FHE, even if you're busy. Be involved in your ward. If your ward isn't great, it's probably because your effort isn't great.
9. Date a lot of boys. Meaning, go on dates with them. Unless they are RM's. Then you can run away and tell them it's because I told you so.
10. Have a dinner group or something with your roommates so you don't have to find something to cook every night. Cook together on Sunday's. And cook. Try a new recipe every week. Don't do the frozen stuff.
11. Take a lunch to school. Yes, you will get sick of PB&J, but your wallet will be fatter.
12. Be in a study group for your classes and most definitely for tests.
13. Talk to your professor's. Most students don't so they favor those that take the courage and time to become acquainted with them.
14. Sit in the front of the classroom.
15. Live the honor code in every way. The Lord was the one who authored it.
16. Call your mom, especially when you're walking home in the dark.
17. Smile when you walk around campus and say "hi" to strangers. Unless they are RM's.
18. Stay on campus all day. You are a full time student. Go to the library. Read a book, make friends. Just don't go home!
19. Say your prayers and read your scriptures. Go to the temple. Simple Gospel=simple basics.
20. It's okay if you cry after you see your first score at the testing center, especially if it's american heritage.
21. Look for ways to serve.
22. Listen to your professors even more than your friends.
23. Come see Tanner and I sometimes.
24. Try out a class that's difficult for you.
25. Have fun and be yourself. Others will come to love you as I do. Not as much, but they will love you. Because you are wonderful. Really, you are.
Isn't college wonderful? I am so proud of my sister. I am so happy that we will be at college together. She's really cool.
We went to dinner before the commencement ceremony at Yamato's. It's a family favorite of ours located on State Street. Hello sushi! My dad gave her a mac book pro... he is so generous. Then my mom and I put together a college survival basket.
We included things like, ramen, easy mac, note cards, note book, highlighters, pens, pencils, erasers, sharpies (to write your name on your food), tp, and other random fun things. So I maybe supplied her with THINGS that she would need to survive college. And I know I'm not her mom. But after four years of college, my ideas of how to survive college are pretty fresh. I thought I'd write them down, so as to not forget (when I got back to school in the fall), and for her. I know she will read this.
1. Wash your dishes. It's a pain and you may get sick of it, but do it.
2. Wash your roommates dishes. But wait a couple months cuz then they'll just expect that of you. And they have to learn too.
3. If your roommates and you are not singing songs everyday in the kitchen (aka something is wrong), serve them. Do their dishes.
4. Make your bed. (Mom was always right)
5. and don't do your homework on your bed. It will mess with your mind and throw off your sleep pattern.
6. Speaking of sleep. Do it. At least before one am on the weekdays. Unless there is something super cool going on, most times you'll just wonder why you spent the morning running around, going to taco bell and chasing deers.
7. Go to all your classes. Especially when you don't want to
8. Go to church. Go to all your activities. Go to FHE, even if you're busy. Be involved in your ward. If your ward isn't great, it's probably because your effort isn't great.
9. Date a lot of boys. Meaning, go on dates with them. Unless they are RM's. Then you can run away and tell them it's because I told you so.
10. Have a dinner group or something with your roommates so you don't have to find something to cook every night. Cook together on Sunday's. And cook. Try a new recipe every week. Don't do the frozen stuff.
11. Take a lunch to school. Yes, you will get sick of PB&J, but your wallet will be fatter.
12. Be in a study group for your classes and most definitely for tests.
13. Talk to your professor's. Most students don't so they favor those that take the courage and time to become acquainted with them.
14. Sit in the front of the classroom.
15. Live the honor code in every way. The Lord was the one who authored it.
16. Call your mom, especially when you're walking home in the dark.
17. Smile when you walk around campus and say "hi" to strangers. Unless they are RM's.
18. Stay on campus all day. You are a full time student. Go to the library. Read a book, make friends. Just don't go home!
19. Say your prayers and read your scriptures. Go to the temple. Simple Gospel=simple basics.
20. It's okay if you cry after you see your first score at the testing center, especially if it's american heritage.
21. Look for ways to serve.
22. Listen to your professors even more than your friends.
23. Come see Tanner and I sometimes.
24. Try out a class that's difficult for you.
25. Have fun and be yourself. Others will come to love you as I do. Not as much, but they will love you. Because you are wonderful. Really, you are.
Isn't college wonderful? I am so proud of my sister. I am so happy that we will be at college together. She's really cool.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
this can't be love...because I feel too well
I can't sleep
how is it that some nights you're all snuggled in at ten p.m. and others you just don't want to shut your eyes?
I think it's my allergies. Or the fact that I pulled weeds for five hours today and my back just can't settle down (it is pro at the spasms)
I wrote lots of addresses tonight. And all we have to do is wait for the invites to be done on Friday so we can stuff away! :) Isn't that exciting?
I'm excited to get married. I told my little sister last night about how my marriage is going to last forever. And then I started crying. Because how beautiful and perfect is that? I get to spent the rest of my life and beyond with my sweetheart. And people always say, "I thought I couldn't love you anymore than I did on our wedding day..." And I really think that. BUT then I get even more excited to fall more and more in love with Tanner. It already happens everyday.
I met a couple yesterday at one of my favorite places, Dear Lizzie. He was patiently waiting while he wife tried on adorable clothes (that are too expensive for me to be a regular shopper there). Every time she would come out he would get a huge grin on his face and tell her how adorable she looked, how beautiful she was and how much she just HAD to buy it. I loved it. He was genuinely happy because she was happy. I started talking to them, they admired my ring (he said that Tanner had "done good") and she squealed when she told me they had been married 59 years this next Sunday.
Tanner asked me this question before he told me he loved me, "What does love mean to you?"
I can't remember my exact answer. All I remember is saying something about respect, trust, caring, and wanting that person's happiness more than yours and doing everything in your power to do so. I still think that. I love that all night Tanner kept asking me if I was okay (I was just exhausted-weeding really is back breaking labor) and not being satisfied unless I was completely happy. :)
What a beautiful gift love is. I look forward to my 59th anniversary and seeing a twenty something year old girl standing there lost in her thoughts of the future and telling her that "it's just gonna get better".
I can't wait for forever
how is it that some nights you're all snuggled in at ten p.m. and others you just don't want to shut your eyes?
I think it's my allergies. Or the fact that I pulled weeds for five hours today and my back just can't settle down (it is pro at the spasms)
I wrote lots of addresses tonight. And all we have to do is wait for the invites to be done on Friday so we can stuff away! :) Isn't that exciting?
I'm excited to get married. I told my little sister last night about how my marriage is going to last forever. And then I started crying. Because how beautiful and perfect is that? I get to spent the rest of my life and beyond with my sweetheart. And people always say, "I thought I couldn't love you anymore than I did on our wedding day..." And I really think that. BUT then I get even more excited to fall more and more in love with Tanner. It already happens everyday.
I met a couple yesterday at one of my favorite places, Dear Lizzie. He was patiently waiting while he wife tried on adorable clothes (that are too expensive for me to be a regular shopper there). Every time she would come out he would get a huge grin on his face and tell her how adorable she looked, how beautiful she was and how much she just HAD to buy it. I loved it. He was genuinely happy because she was happy. I started talking to them, they admired my ring (he said that Tanner had "done good") and she squealed when she told me they had been married 59 years this next Sunday.
Tanner asked me this question before he told me he loved me, "What does love mean to you?"
I can't remember my exact answer. All I remember is saying something about respect, trust, caring, and wanting that person's happiness more than yours and doing everything in your power to do so. I still think that. I love that all night Tanner kept asking me if I was okay (I was just exhausted-weeding really is back breaking labor) and not being satisfied unless I was completely happy. :)
What a beautiful gift love is. I look forward to my 59th anniversary and seeing a twenty something year old girl standing there lost in her thoughts of the future and telling her that "it's just gonna get better".
I can't wait for forever
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Sunshine=friends
It is amazing how a good friend can brighten your day. Today, after trying to sleep off a tear inducing headache, I told myself I would just stop by my dear friend's bridal shower. Two hours later, I left that lovely party thinking about how wonderful it was to spend time with good friends, grateful for the amazing people in my life.
Lara Mann, the wonderful woman who is getting married in a short 22 days is one of my most beloved and dear friends. What a blessing it is to have her in my life. She's one of those people that you don't see every week or even every month but when you do see each other, you feel closer than you did before and as if no time had passed. Lara is one of those special people. She's my angel friend.
I also got to a see a wonderful friend, Lauren Stanford and her adorable boys. I had not seen her in years and I am so glad I got to stop by and say hi! She is such a sweetheart.
What a blessing to see such dear friends. I'm so grateful we are blessed to get to know others, to learn and grow from their examples. So grateful.
Lara Mann, the wonderful woman who is getting married in a short 22 days is one of my most beloved and dear friends. What a blessing it is to have her in my life. She's one of those people that you don't see every week or even every month but when you do see each other, you feel closer than you did before and as if no time had passed. Lara is one of those special people. She's my angel friend.
I also got to a see a wonderful friend, Lauren Stanford and her adorable boys. I had not seen her in years and I am so glad I got to stop by and say hi! She is such a sweetheart.
What a blessing to see such dear friends. I'm so grateful we are blessed to get to know others, to learn and grow from their examples. So grateful.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Update for you today
Confession:
I am a faithful blog follower. I am not, however, a faithful blog updater. So:
My mom and I just got back from a fun weekend trip to Arizona to see my greatest childhood friend get married. It was so lovely and they threw a wild party. We shopped, squeezed in pedicures, did some flowers and I longed for the day that Trader Joe's will make it to Utah. I got to see old friends and it was just lovely. Great weather-in the 90s considering it should be in the triple digits down there.
Wedding plans are coming along splendidly. We're leaving June 9th for Eastern Europe. So even though we're getting married in a little less than two months (seven months-I finally broke down and counted, but you won't be seeing a daily update, don't worry), we have to have everything done in three. More like two since we have rehearsal for PAC leading up to our departure. Should I be freaking out? I'm not. Neither is my mom. That either means we're prepared or we've forgotten something huge.
The weather in Utah is nice. Have I turned into a grandma or something? But it's nice. I like the cool, spring rain. It reminds me of new things, of growth and there's nothing like making a big bowl of soup on a rainy day.
That's my life right now. Wedding planning, weeding, cleaning and cooking for my uncle's family and loving every minute of it. Tanner works and we anxiously await the day that we go on tour and then come back to get married. What a crazy summer. I am so grateful for it and feel extremely blessed.
...Now leave your address in the comments if you would like an invitation please :)
I am a faithful blog follower. I am not, however, a faithful blog updater. So:
My mom and I just got back from a fun weekend trip to Arizona to see my greatest childhood friend get married. It was so lovely and they threw a wild party. We shopped, squeezed in pedicures, did some flowers and I longed for the day that Trader Joe's will make it to Utah. I got to see old friends and it was just lovely. Great weather-in the 90s considering it should be in the triple digits down there.
Wedding plans are coming along splendidly. We're leaving June 9th for Eastern Europe. So even though we're getting married in a little less than two months (seven months-I finally broke down and counted, but you won't be seeing a daily update, don't worry), we have to have everything done in three. More like two since we have rehearsal for PAC leading up to our departure. Should I be freaking out? I'm not. Neither is my mom. That either means we're prepared or we've forgotten something huge.
The weather in Utah is nice. Have I turned into a grandma or something? But it's nice. I like the cool, spring rain. It reminds me of new things, of growth and there's nothing like making a big bowl of soup on a rainy day.
That's my life right now. Wedding planning, weeding, cleaning and cooking for my uncle's family and loving every minute of it. Tanner works and we anxiously await the day that we go on tour and then come back to get married. What a crazy summer. I am so grateful for it and feel extremely blessed.
...Now leave your address in the comments if you would like an invitation please :)
Monday, May 9, 2011
JBiebs and some other music
Yesterday was Mother's Day so instead of gush about my mother-which I could totally do. I decided to tell you two big reasons why I love my Mother.
1. We went and saw the Justin Bieber movie Saturday night with a bunch of screaming, crushing teenage girls. And we just giggled the whole time. Then we pumped his CD in the car, rolled down the windows and we belted it out. My mom even knew the words.
2. She sings me lullaby's. Even when I'm 21 and getting ready to get married. Saturday night Cami and I snuggled with my mom in her bed and she sang her classic lullaby's. Songs like, "animal crackers", "button of your overcoat", "by the sea", "I'm a nut", and "on the good ship, lollipop".
Those are two reasons I love my mother today. She's silly, always herself, and always did the little things. The drip system, so to speak. I love her.
P.S. A movie should only be made about a person if they're dead and a legend.
1. We went and saw the Justin Bieber movie Saturday night with a bunch of screaming, crushing teenage girls. And we just giggled the whole time. Then we pumped his CD in the car, rolled down the windows and we belted it out. My mom even knew the words.
2. She sings me lullaby's. Even when I'm 21 and getting ready to get married. Saturday night Cami and I snuggled with my mom in her bed and she sang her classic lullaby's. Songs like, "animal crackers", "button of your overcoat", "by the sea", "I'm a nut", and "on the good ship, lollipop".
Those are two reasons I love my mother today. She's silly, always herself, and always did the little things. The drip system, so to speak. I love her.
P.S. A movie should only be made about a person if they're dead and a legend.
Friday, May 6, 2011
Escalante
Tanner and I went down to Escalante State Park in Southern Utah with my family a couple of weeks ago. We went during reading days because really, who uses reading days...well I don't at least. It was a blast.
We got super burnt and walked for miles. The slot canyons were amazing. Peek-a-boo, Spooky which Cami combined and called, "spookie-boo". We had to squeeze through small spaces:
Many times we thought we'd get stuck.
We walked across barren waste lands and got extremely burnt. Tanner and I were peeling even weeks after.
Camping was lovely. We had grilled steak and
Tanner is a hard worker.
So here is our trip in pictures. There are quite a few-I apologize for the photo overload!
It was a lovely trip! :)
We got super burnt and walked for miles. The slot canyons were amazing. Peek-a-boo, Spooky which Cami combined and called, "spookie-boo". We had to squeeze through small spaces:
Many times we thought we'd get stuck.
We walked across barren waste lands and got extremely burnt. Tanner and I were peeling even weeks after.
Camping was lovely. We had grilled steak and
Tanner is a hard worker.
So here is our trip in pictures. There are quite a few-I apologize for the photo overload!
It was a lovely trip! :)
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Today I...
We're having a party of sorts tonight. This mostly means my mom and I are making delicious homemade corn cakes topped with shredded pork, avocado, tomato, etc and amazing, heavenly, homemade, slow roasted green salsa. It is to die for.
I spent this morning laying outside with my dad, mom, and cute little Jack soaking in the sun. We just chatted for a while about life and it was oh so relaxing.
I went shopping and remembered how great Costco was. I can not wait to have my own membership and to shop there for my family. Weird. The other day, Tanner said to me "you were born to be a mother". I think that was the nicest compliment anyone has ever given me. Speaking of, I can't wait for Mother's Day. I love planning a wedding mostly because my mother is amazing. We get to put our heads together and our creativity sky rockets. She's so patient and sweet and I am just really glad we have bridesmaids dresses finally done. Wedding planning is something we get to do together and I am grateful for the opportunity I have to get closer with her. I love any chance I can get to learn from her and she never ceases to amaze me.
Well, it's my turn to start on that shredded pork-I'm switching to pandora to get some mexican music going. It's gonna be a party in the kitchen!
Soon to come...
engagement pictures
escalante trip
New Hampshire trip
I know. You're excited. :)
I spent this morning laying outside with my dad, mom, and cute little Jack soaking in the sun. We just chatted for a while about life and it was oh so relaxing.
I went shopping and remembered how great Costco was. I can not wait to have my own membership and to shop there for my family. Weird. The other day, Tanner said to me "you were born to be a mother". I think that was the nicest compliment anyone has ever given me. Speaking of, I can't wait for Mother's Day. I love planning a wedding mostly because my mother is amazing. We get to put our heads together and our creativity sky rockets. She's so patient and sweet and I am just really glad we have bridesmaids dresses finally done. Wedding planning is something we get to do together and I am grateful for the opportunity I have to get closer with her. I love any chance I can get to learn from her and she never ceases to amaze me.
Well, it's my turn to start on that shredded pork-I'm switching to pandora to get some mexican music going. It's gonna be a party in the kitchen!
Soon to come...
engagement pictures
escalante trip
New Hampshire trip
I know. You're excited. :)
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Music, sweet music
My last post was dripping with negativity and a bad attitude. I feel weird keeping that up there and for using this blog as a way to let off steam. I guess it transformed into my journal for the day. But I should have never said those negative things about my professor and the class. I am very grateful for my education and that I even have the opportunity to go to classes. Most people don't.
I'm sorry.
SO! Let's have something a little more happy shall we?
MUSIC
I got the Mormon Tabernacle Choir CD "Love at Home" for Christmas and I think I have listened to it every day for two weeks now. It is beautiful. I love the peace it brings into my apartment and can not wait until I can play it in my future home.
I also love classical music. I have two gorgeous classical CD's I inherited from my Aunt Berda when she passed away a year and a half ago and always listen to those after "love at home".
I am so grateful that music has the ability to calm and invite the spirit. I have never been one who's been up on the latest bands, or even listen's to the popular radio stations. I've only been to two concerts in my life, N'SYNC (anna, remember the dancing water?) and The Fray (I was on a date and knew like two of their songs--*awkward*). I listen to Mr. Frank Sinatra, Ella Fitzgerald, Nat King Cole and the like. Michael Buble is like the most modern music I listen to. The most rock n' roll I get is with music my dad listened to growing up. I remember being really really little listening to "separate ways" by Journey and deciding that it was my favorite song ever. It secretly still is. I love belting that baby out. Michael Jackson also stole my heart with his music.
Here's my point, and you may disagree. A lot of music right now, on the radio is hard to classify as music. It's hard to listen to and hard to sit down and enjoy. There's great stuff when you want to go running, music when you want to get pumped up and even stuff for dancing/warming up for dance classes. That's how I'm exposed to modern music-when I'm warming up for PAC.
Is my hair still brown or do i see flecks of gray? I remember going and visiting my cousin Rosie. I not only looked up to her for having a billion hamsters, the coolest sketch books, or the best paper dolls (Adele? was that her name?). I loved her stacks of CD's and when she strummed on the guitar. I remember asking for a guitar that year for Christmas because I wanted to play "kiss me" just like she did. I got the guitar-just three years too late :) But she could sing like no one else and I loved sitting and just listening to her beautiful voice.
Music is powerful and can motivate a person to do a lot of things. Those things can either be bad or good...so be careful of what you're listening to.
And on goes my MoTab....
I'm sorry.
SO! Let's have something a little more happy shall we?
MUSIC
I got the Mormon Tabernacle Choir CD "Love at Home" for Christmas and I think I have listened to it every day for two weeks now. It is beautiful. I love the peace it brings into my apartment and can not wait until I can play it in my future home.
I also love classical music. I have two gorgeous classical CD's I inherited from my Aunt Berda when she passed away a year and a half ago and always listen to those after "love at home".
I am so grateful that music has the ability to calm and invite the spirit. I have never been one who's been up on the latest bands, or even listen's to the popular radio stations. I've only been to two concerts in my life, N'SYNC (anna, remember the dancing water?) and The Fray (I was on a date and knew like two of their songs--*awkward*). I listen to Mr. Frank Sinatra, Ella Fitzgerald, Nat King Cole and the like. Michael Buble is like the most modern music I listen to. The most rock n' roll I get is with music my dad listened to growing up. I remember being really really little listening to "separate ways" by Journey and deciding that it was my favorite song ever. It secretly still is. I love belting that baby out. Michael Jackson also stole my heart with his music.
Here's my point, and you may disagree. A lot of music right now, on the radio is hard to classify as music. It's hard to listen to and hard to sit down and enjoy. There's great stuff when you want to go running, music when you want to get pumped up and even stuff for dancing/warming up for dance classes. That's how I'm exposed to modern music-when I'm warming up for PAC.
Is my hair still brown or do i see flecks of gray? I remember going and visiting my cousin Rosie. I not only looked up to her for having a billion hamsters, the coolest sketch books, or the best paper dolls (Adele? was that her name?). I loved her stacks of CD's and when she strummed on the guitar. I remember asking for a guitar that year for Christmas because I wanted to play "kiss me" just like she did. I got the guitar-just three years too late :) But she could sing like no one else and I loved sitting and just listening to her beautiful voice.
Music is powerful and can motivate a person to do a lot of things. Those things can either be bad or good...so be careful of what you're listening to.
And on goes my MoTab....
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
my rant and rave
I just went to my final for my Design in the Home class.
BLAHHHHHHHH
It was just a little tour of my professor's home and then we picked up our graded big projects. I pulled of a glamorous c-.
Here's the story. We had a blank floor plan. We had to design all of it, color it with $40 colored pencils and then mount it very nicely on a board. We also had to get samples of flooring, paint, and pictures of how we envisioned our lovely homes. Correction: how we envisioned our professor's lovely home.
During the class, people would constantly be going up to the professor and asking if he liked this color, or if he liked this carpet choice. They wanted to know what his opinion was because he was grading it.
Let me back up to the first day of class:
"This class is graded solely on creativity. I want to look at your design and be inspired. You will be graded on your talent."
Talent and creativity according to who? So people would pick colors that they knew he would like. They would use marble and place built in bookshelves so he would like them.
Because I will be designing a home in the future that my professor lives in? I don't think so.
So I decided something. As my classmates went to class every morning and waiting patiently in line to get his feedback and find out if he liked what he had chosen, I mean, what they had chosen to design. I slept. I didn't go to class and I did my project on my own time. I colored it the way I wanted. I chose paint samples that I liked and flooring that I thought was practical and pretty. I liked the feel of my board and the way I shaded my couches.
He did not.
I'm not here at BYU to try and please my professors just to get a good grade. I'm not here to design the perfect home for him either. I didn't go and spend $50 dollars on my mounting board like he said I would need to. I bought it for $3. I wasn't going to pay for my grade, nor grovel at his feet just so I could get a good grade.
I love education and learning. I just don't love the game we have to play to get good grades.
BLAHHHHHHHH
It was just a little tour of my professor's home and then we picked up our graded big projects. I pulled of a glamorous c-.
Here's the story. We had a blank floor plan. We had to design all of it, color it with $40 colored pencils and then mount it very nicely on a board. We also had to get samples of flooring, paint, and pictures of how we envisioned our lovely homes. Correction: how we envisioned our professor's lovely home.
During the class, people would constantly be going up to the professor and asking if he liked this color, or if he liked this carpet choice. They wanted to know what his opinion was because he was grading it.
Let me back up to the first day of class:
"This class is graded solely on creativity. I want to look at your design and be inspired. You will be graded on your talent."
Talent and creativity according to who? So people would pick colors that they knew he would like. They would use marble and place built in bookshelves so he would like them.
Because I will be designing a home in the future that my professor lives in? I don't think so.
So I decided something. As my classmates went to class every morning and waiting patiently in line to get his feedback and find out if he liked what he had chosen, I mean, what they had chosen to design. I slept. I didn't go to class and I did my project on my own time. I colored it the way I wanted. I chose paint samples that I liked and flooring that I thought was practical and pretty. I liked the feel of my board and the way I shaded my couches.
He did not.
I'm not here at BYU to try and please my professors just to get a good grade. I'm not here to design the perfect home for him either. I didn't go and spend $50 dollars on my mounting board like he said I would need to. I bought it for $3. I wasn't going to pay for my grade, nor grovel at his feet just so I could get a good grade.
I love education and learning. I just don't love the game we have to play to get good grades.
Monday, April 11, 2011
It's who you know...
Someone asked me today if I was from Minnesota--because he thought I had an accent? This was at the grocery story, after I had talked to my mom for a while. Then he told me to tell my mom hi. It was weird.
I have a project due tomorrow and I needed something from the bookstore. Like...the board to mount it on. It closed at six. I have class until six. It made me sad. I almost bought a wrap at L&T but decided that I needed to save that six bucks for my future married life. Then I went to the grocery story. I spent nine. Ironic.
Today we went and looked at a pretty little basement apartment and it was just right for us. Don't you love how things just always seem to fall into place sometimes? Beautiful really, those tender mercies from the Lord.
But I would not have found this lovely place if it weren't for the people I knew. I remember the first time someone told me, "it's not what you know, but who you know". I remember being really really angry and deciding that I would prove him wrong and never ask anyone for a job or whatnot. I also remember my friend asking me (before I made the touring folk dance team), if I had started to suck up yet. I thought that was absurd. I wanted my talent to get me on the team...and don't worry I didn't suck up and it took me two years to get on...
But this statement is generally true. I've learned it's not a bad thing either. Here are some examples:
My uncle works at BYU, we're printing out invitations at BYU with a nice little discount. This isn't bad
We found that nice little apartment through my mom's friend's sister in law...blessing.
Our dear friend Cody is letting us borrow his car this summer while he's in Alaska...again, tender mercy
So my point.
I have no shame in what I'm about to ask. Tanner and I need jobs. But we only need them for the month of May. So if you know of anything that is temporary or whatnot...could you just let us know? Thanks.
And it's really nice to know you.
I have a project due tomorrow and I needed something from the bookstore. Like...the board to mount it on. It closed at six. I have class until six. It made me sad. I almost bought a wrap at L&T but decided that I needed to save that six bucks for my future married life. Then I went to the grocery story. I spent nine. Ironic.
Today we went and looked at a pretty little basement apartment and it was just right for us. Don't you love how things just always seem to fall into place sometimes? Beautiful really, those tender mercies from the Lord.
But I would not have found this lovely place if it weren't for the people I knew. I remember the first time someone told me, "it's not what you know, but who you know". I remember being really really angry and deciding that I would prove him wrong and never ask anyone for a job or whatnot. I also remember my friend asking me (before I made the touring folk dance team), if I had started to suck up yet. I thought that was absurd. I wanted my talent to get me on the team...and don't worry I didn't suck up and it took me two years to get on...
But this statement is generally true. I've learned it's not a bad thing either. Here are some examples:
My uncle works at BYU, we're printing out invitations at BYU with a nice little discount. This isn't bad
We found that nice little apartment through my mom's friend's sister in law...blessing.
Our dear friend Cody is letting us borrow his car this summer while he's in Alaska...again, tender mercy
So my point.
I have no shame in what I'm about to ask. Tanner and I need jobs. But we only need them for the month of May. So if you know of anything that is temporary or whatnot...could you just let us know? Thanks.
And it's really nice to know you.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Circles
I'm in the library again.
I am irked by the level of noise that surrounds me.
I have to do a presentation on an assigned artist for Humanities. I was semi dreading this but it proved to be a wonderful experience. Remarkable really. It's the reason I'm writing this post.
Wassily Kandinsky was his name. I won't go into his biography or anything but he was the man. Modern and abstract was his specialty and he was an art theorist. He believed that color and form had the ability to penetrate the human soul. He wanted there to be a connection between artist and viewer and believed that certain shapes and certain colors communicated different things.
I always viewed modern art as sometimes strange. I want to hear what the artist is saying when I look at a piece of work. I have felt the spirit through dance, music, and the written word but never through a painting.
I had to pick one piece of art to represent my friend Wassily. Just one. And he has so many. All of them were loud and weird and I thought-how in the world am I going to explain this man to my class in three minutes through this one painting I have to choose. I found one.
Wassily wanted the viewer to experience something when they looked at his work. I experienced something when I saw this.
http://www.wassilykandinsky.net/work-49.php
Wassily said, “the circle is the most peaceful shape and represents the human soul”.
I believe it.
I am irked by the level of noise that surrounds me.
I have to do a presentation on an assigned artist for Humanities. I was semi dreading this but it proved to be a wonderful experience. Remarkable really. It's the reason I'm writing this post.
Wassily Kandinsky was his name. I won't go into his biography or anything but he was the man. Modern and abstract was his specialty and he was an art theorist. He believed that color and form had the ability to penetrate the human soul. He wanted there to be a connection between artist and viewer and believed that certain shapes and certain colors communicated different things.
I always viewed modern art as sometimes strange. I want to hear what the artist is saying when I look at a piece of work. I have felt the spirit through dance, music, and the written word but never through a painting.
I had to pick one piece of art to represent my friend Wassily. Just one. And he has so many. All of them were loud and weird and I thought-how in the world am I going to explain this man to my class in three minutes through this one painting I have to choose. I found one.
Wassily wanted the viewer to experience something when they looked at his work. I experienced something when I saw this.
http://www.wassilykandinsky.net/work-49.php
Wassily said, “the circle is the most peaceful shape and represents the human soul”.
I believe it.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Stream of Consciousness
I'm sitting here, at the library, at 10:30 on a Wednesday night.
You're probably thinking, good for you! You're studying-well I'm obviously not right?
I looked down at my hand where a stamp lies. BYU it says. In red. (ironic?) I just pounded my head on my desk thinking:
I WILL NEVER GET OUT OF HERE.
I have been at this glorious University for four years. FOUR. I'm ten days away from what should be a graduation because, well, I've been here for four years. But I'm not graduating.
True to senior form however, I have a nasty case of senioritis. Spell check says that's not a word, doctors would probably agree as well. In my expertise, however, I can tell you that it does exist.
Today my dance trainer asked if I had been tested to see if I was crazy. This was after I told him about my dream that while on stage, my floor opened up into a dark abyss with lava spouting and my fellow dancers were being sucked under one by one. I was the only one left standing and the audience LOVED the dance.
That makes me think.
One. I probably really am crazy and should go get checked.
Two. Why did the audience love this show I was involved in? PEOPLE WERE DYING.
And then I remembered that human beings for some silly reason love to watch people die. They even call it entertainment.
This made me think back on one Saturday during my freshman year, when I was sick, I sat and watched a whole season of 24. I watched people get murdered time after time and I was entertained.
Why is violence tolerated? Why do we watch this and call it "fun"? Where is the humor in watching a man slip on a banana peel and get hurt? I realize this is extreme...but still.
I was reading on wikipedia tonight about these authors and artists that I have to write a paper on. I'm trying to look at these paintings and decipher their hidden meanings. AND I AM SO BORED. Then I got worried that I didn't like studying and that made me a bad student and why wasn't I interested in learning all of the sudden? ahem...senioritis. Then I turned to Tanner (who was reading boring stuff for Biology) and I said, "I am so glad I'm not majoring in Humanities". Because let me tell you something. I love learning about things I'm interested in. But then is that stretching me and causing me to grow? I could easily sit down and read a 25 page research article about parenting and food and families. So I'm obviously in the right major. Even if I won't get out of here for two more years. Dance is another factor in the graduation delay and apparently all my friends are going to die anyway during the show tomorrow so is it even worth it?
So here's some advice-do things you love to do and major in something you're passionate in. You were given different talents and abilities and I think, even interests so that you could bless the world and those you meet.
And yes, I'm crazy.
You're probably thinking, good for you! You're studying-well I'm obviously not right?
I looked down at my hand where a stamp lies. BYU it says. In red. (ironic?) I just pounded my head on my desk thinking:
I WILL NEVER GET OUT OF HERE.
I have been at this glorious University for four years. FOUR. I'm ten days away from what should be a graduation because, well, I've been here for four years. But I'm not graduating.
True to senior form however, I have a nasty case of senioritis. Spell check says that's not a word, doctors would probably agree as well. In my expertise, however, I can tell you that it does exist.
Today my dance trainer asked if I had been tested to see if I was crazy. This was after I told him about my dream that while on stage, my floor opened up into a dark abyss with lava spouting and my fellow dancers were being sucked under one by one. I was the only one left standing and the audience LOVED the dance.
That makes me think.
One. I probably really am crazy and should go get checked.
Two. Why did the audience love this show I was involved in? PEOPLE WERE DYING.
And then I remembered that human beings for some silly reason love to watch people die. They even call it entertainment.
This made me think back on one Saturday during my freshman year, when I was sick, I sat and watched a whole season of 24. I watched people get murdered time after time and I was entertained.
Why is violence tolerated? Why do we watch this and call it "fun"? Where is the humor in watching a man slip on a banana peel and get hurt? I realize this is extreme...but still.
I was reading on wikipedia tonight about these authors and artists that I have to write a paper on. I'm trying to look at these paintings and decipher their hidden meanings. AND I AM SO BORED. Then I got worried that I didn't like studying and that made me a bad student and why wasn't I interested in learning all of the sudden? ahem...senioritis. Then I turned to Tanner (who was reading boring stuff for Biology) and I said, "I am so glad I'm not majoring in Humanities". Because let me tell you something. I love learning about things I'm interested in. But then is that stretching me and causing me to grow? I could easily sit down and read a 25 page research article about parenting and food and families. So I'm obviously in the right major. Even if I won't get out of here for two more years. Dance is another factor in the graduation delay and apparently all my friends are going to die anyway during the show tomorrow so is it even worth it?
So here's some advice-do things you love to do and major in something you're passionate in. You were given different talents and abilities and I think, even interests so that you could bless the world and those you meet.
And yes, I'm crazy.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
salsa and other
I wanted to share this killer recipe for homemade salsa...
I can take no credit for this however. The recipe comes from the lovely woman I nannied for last summer. She made this one time and I about died. I love most salsas enough to drink them but this one is just AMAZING. It's so easy too!
In a blender combine:
one can italian stewed tomatoes
two cans mexican stewed tomatoes
one white onion
one bunch of cilantro (I cut off the stems)
one jalapeno
I usually do the ingredients in stages because my blender isn't big enough to do it all at once.
It is seriously that easy and make enough to feed a large party. Like, I usually have to give some away to my neighbors-and they don't complain. It has a consistency similar to Los Hermano's which I love but I'm sure you can make it chunkier by hand dicing everything. Try it! :)
Also, wedding plans are coming along nicely. I have my last dress fitting next week, a bridal shower coming up followed by engagements that weekend. We bought our favors today and things just keep getting crossed off our list. It's quite nice. I like my smaller list.
We have also recently discovered that we will be very poor after we wed. It will also be near impossible for us to work this summer. We have the month of May off after school then leave for Europe the month of June, married a week after we get home in July and then traveling for the rest of the month. So if you find anyone who wants to hire someone for the month of May...please let me know?
I can take no credit for this however. The recipe comes from the lovely woman I nannied for last summer. She made this one time and I about died. I love most salsas enough to drink them but this one is just AMAZING. It's so easy too!
In a blender combine:
one can italian stewed tomatoes
two cans mexican stewed tomatoes
one white onion
one bunch of cilantro (I cut off the stems)
one jalapeno
I usually do the ingredients in stages because my blender isn't big enough to do it all at once.
It is seriously that easy and make enough to feed a large party. Like, I usually have to give some away to my neighbors-and they don't complain. It has a consistency similar to Los Hermano's which I love but I'm sure you can make it chunkier by hand dicing everything. Try it! :)
Also, wedding plans are coming along nicely. I have my last dress fitting next week, a bridal shower coming up followed by engagements that weekend. We bought our favors today and things just keep getting crossed off our list. It's quite nice. I like my smaller list.
We have also recently discovered that we will be very poor after we wed. It will also be near impossible for us to work this summer. We have the month of May off after school then leave for Europe the month of June, married a week after we get home in July and then traveling for the rest of the month. So if you find anyone who wants to hire someone for the month of May...please let me know?
Monday, March 21, 2011
Character
"Faith and character are intimately related. Faith in the power of obedience to the commandments of God will forge strength of character available to you in times of urgent need. Such character is not developed in moments of great challenge or temptation. That is when it is intended to be used. Your exercise of faith in true principles builds character; fortified character expands your capacity to exercise more faith. As a result, your capacity and confidence to conquer the trials of life is enhanced. The more your character is fortified, the more enabled you are to benefit from exercising the power of faith. You will discover how faith and character interact to strengthen one another. Character is woven patiently from threads of applied principle, doctrine, and obedience."
Today I decided that I would have faith. I decided this morning that I was going to make this day great. I am going to soak up each moment I have and enjoy it.
"We become what we want to be by consistently being what we want to become each day. Righteous character is a precious manifestation of what you are becoming. Righteous character is more valuable than any material object you own, any knowledge you have gained through study, or any goals you have attained no matter how well lauded by mankind. In the next life your righteous character will be evaluated to assess how well you used the privilege of mortality."
I'm trying my faith today. I'm going to act on the impressions and feel hope in trusting God.
"Thus, every time you try your faith—that is, act in worthiness on an impression—you will receive the confirming evidence of the Spirit. As you walk to the boundary of your understanding into the twilight of uncertainty, exercising faith, you will be led to find solutions you would not obtain otherwise. With even your strongest faith, God will not always reward you immediately according to your desires. Rather, God will respond with what in His eternal plan is best for you, when it will yield the greatest advantage. Be thankful that sometimes God lets you struggle for a long time before that answer comes. That causes your faith to increase and your character to grow."
All quotes taken from Richard G. Scott's talk, The Transforming Power of Faith and Character. Please go read this talk.
Today I decided that I would have faith. I decided this morning that I was going to make this day great. I am going to soak up each moment I have and enjoy it.
"We become what we want to be by consistently being what we want to become each day. Righteous character is a precious manifestation of what you are becoming. Righteous character is more valuable than any material object you own, any knowledge you have gained through study, or any goals you have attained no matter how well lauded by mankind. In the next life your righteous character will be evaluated to assess how well you used the privilege of mortality."
I'm trying my faith today. I'm going to act on the impressions and feel hope in trusting God.
"Thus, every time you try your faith—that is, act in worthiness on an impression—you will receive the confirming evidence of the Spirit. As you walk to the boundary of your understanding into the twilight of uncertainty, exercising faith, you will be led to find solutions you would not obtain otherwise. With even your strongest faith, God will not always reward you immediately according to your desires. Rather, God will respond with what in His eternal plan is best for you, when it will yield the greatest advantage. Be thankful that sometimes God lets you struggle for a long time before that answer comes. That causes your faith to increase and your character to grow."
All quotes taken from Richard G. Scott's talk, The Transforming Power of Faith and Character. Please go read this talk.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Reminder
I was walking home from school yesterday and was completely overwhelmed with the majesty of the mountains. They were breathtaking.
Then it got dark and I looked at the stars. There is evidence of a God all around us.
Just remember that.
Then it got dark and I looked at the stars. There is evidence of a God all around us.
Just remember that.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Warning:This is a negative post.
Life is really fun. Here are some updates.
1. I've been slacking on blogging lately. Sorry.
2. This weekend I will be gone in St. George. That means I've been gone for four weekends in a row. Six this semester. yay for homework!
3. I'm getting married July 15th. Yes. It has changed. And no. I will not change it again.
4. I do not like twelve page papers
5. My ring is getting sized. It bothers me that I don't have anything on my finger right now.
6. I think it is really cool how two imperfect people can get together and work hard and progress together. I love this Gospel.
7. Tanner really likes Brie cheese.
8. My mother is a saint. Seriously. She makes everything wonderful and easier for those around her. She is so self less. I hope I'm like her one day.
9. I have a sprained ankle. My other ankle is twisted, my back spasms and I get headaches everyday. Bless Ron for his magic and wisdom.
10. I really like seafood and artichokes
11. I love my sister Anna and her creativity
12. I love my wedding dress
13. I love my dad and his logical reasoning. I especially love his money managing skills, even if he is somewhat of a tight-wad.
14. I love getting my food network magazine every month. That was probably the best Christmas present I received from my parents...and it just keeps on giving!
15. I was bad at shading in 7th grade art and I'm still bad at it in my college interior design class.
16. I feel awkward when I write emails.
17. My block class is over. I now have twelve hours of my life back. This week, I have spent six of those extra morning hours sleeping. Blessings :)
That's all. Any questions? :)
1. I've been slacking on blogging lately. Sorry.
2. This weekend I will be gone in St. George. That means I've been gone for four weekends in a row. Six this semester. yay for homework!
3. I'm getting married July 15th. Yes. It has changed. And no. I will not change it again.
4. I do not like twelve page papers
5. My ring is getting sized. It bothers me that I don't have anything on my finger right now.
6. I think it is really cool how two imperfect people can get together and work hard and progress together. I love this Gospel.
7. Tanner really likes Brie cheese.
8. My mother is a saint. Seriously. She makes everything wonderful and easier for those around her. She is so self less. I hope I'm like her one day.
9. I have a sprained ankle. My other ankle is twisted, my back spasms and I get headaches everyday. Bless Ron for his magic and wisdom.
10. I really like seafood and artichokes
11. I love my sister Anna and her creativity
12. I love my wedding dress
13. I love my dad and his logical reasoning. I especially love his money managing skills, even if he is somewhat of a tight-wad.
14. I love getting my food network magazine every month. That was probably the best Christmas present I received from my parents...and it just keeps on giving!
15. I was bad at shading in 7th grade art and I'm still bad at it in my college interior design class.
16. I feel awkward when I write emails.
17. My block class is over. I now have twelve hours of my life back. This week, I have spent six of those extra morning hours sleeping. Blessings :)
That's all. Any questions? :)
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Tomorrow
Tomorrow I will be in Reno, Nevada. Then California.
CALIFORNIA for 10 days.
The International Folk Dance Ensemble (the dance group at BYU I am so blessed to be a part of) is leaving for their mid-semester tour tomorrow. 5 a.m. I might add. It will be lovely. I am excited to leave this frigid place called Provo and escape for a bit. It will be the first spring break in four year for me. Lame BYU! It's a miracle people don't go mad at this University.
That's all. Just wanted you to know that I'm leaving for a slightly warmer climate.
CALIFORNIA for 10 days.
The International Folk Dance Ensemble (the dance group at BYU I am so blessed to be a part of) is leaving for their mid-semester tour tomorrow. 5 a.m. I might add. It will be lovely. I am excited to leave this frigid place called Provo and escape for a bit. It will be the first spring break in four year for me. Lame BYU! It's a miracle people don't go mad at this University.
That's all. Just wanted you to know that I'm leaving for a slightly warmer climate.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Breathing
I learned a really cool trick in preschool. It's called breathing.
We sit there, after doing the "Wiggle, wiggle" dance and bring our hands up as we breath in, then down as we exhale. We do this three times. The fourth time, we do it silently. I can not tell you how much this calms me down.
Sometimes I get a little bit stressed. And even though being engaged is quite fantastic and I'm still kinda in la la land, planning a wedding is a tad bit stressful. Really, who decided that we had to mail invitations, pick colors or a "theme", feed everyone, and spend hundreds of dollars on a cake. LAME-O. After they sat down and commercialized love on Valentine's day, did they commercialize the wedding? Truth be told, I already have these silly things checked off my to-do list. And yes, it is going to be really pretty. And you can all come. It's in May. And yes, Brooke dear, I will give you the story and other fantastic tidbits soon.
BUT...It's still stressful. So I breathe.
It has been helping. Meditating helps too. But I'm really really happy. And Tanner is really really wonderful. But breathing makes things really really better.
We sit there, after doing the "Wiggle, wiggle" dance and bring our hands up as we breath in, then down as we exhale. We do this three times. The fourth time, we do it silently. I can not tell you how much this calms me down.
Sometimes I get a little bit stressed. And even though being engaged is quite fantastic and I'm still kinda in la la land, planning a wedding is a tad bit stressful. Really, who decided that we had to mail invitations, pick colors or a "theme", feed everyone, and spend hundreds of dollars on a cake. LAME-O. After they sat down and commercialized love on Valentine's day, did they commercialize the wedding? Truth be told, I already have these silly things checked off my to-do list. And yes, it is going to be really pretty. And you can all come. It's in May. And yes, Brooke dear, I will give you the story and other fantastic tidbits soon.
BUT...It's still stressful. So I breathe.
It has been helping. Meditating helps too. But I'm really really happy. And Tanner is really really wonderful. But breathing makes things really really better.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
100
SO...This is supposed to be an epic post...
That 100 in the title means that this is my 100th post. That's kind of a big deal. I've been pondering for quite some time now what to post and what great insight I can give to all of you (my lovely 37 readers). I have really nothing to say that is profound or even inspiring.
So for now I'll just leave you with this lovely quote, in honor of Valentine's Day.
"Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate!" ~Sandra J. Dykes
Profound, I know. This is quite the 100th post.
Which by the way, I hate Valentine's Day. Not because I'm bitter about those years which I was single, because I love being single. Just don't expect a Valentine's Day post about love, because I have no feelings about it, except that I hate commercialized love, a lot. But I do love chocolate covered strawberries.
So that is what I will be doing with my fiance, I mean, Tanner...
Oh, did I mention I'm engaged?
That 100 in the title means that this is my 100th post. That's kind of a big deal. I've been pondering for quite some time now what to post and what great insight I can give to all of you (my lovely 37 readers). I have really nothing to say that is profound or even inspiring.
So for now I'll just leave you with this lovely quote, in honor of Valentine's Day.
"Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate!" ~Sandra J. Dykes
Profound, I know. This is quite the 100th post.
Which by the way, I hate Valentine's Day. Not because I'm bitter about those years which I was single, because I love being single. Just don't expect a Valentine's Day post about love, because I have no feelings about it, except that I hate commercialized love, a lot. But I do love chocolate covered strawberries.
So that is what I will be doing with my fiance, I mean, Tanner...
Oh, did I mention I'm engaged?
Sunday, January 30, 2011
...and then my kitchen flooded
Weekends are really really nice. I love them a lot. This weekend in particular made me happy in numerous ways....
Friday night, Tanner and I planned on making a yummy dinner of spaghetti and homemade turkey meatballs. Then we were going to make treats and doorbell ditch them to strangers. While defrosting the turkey I noticed that the sink (full of dishes I might add) was not draining. Strange. I left it alone because quite frankly, I had just danced and needed a shower.
Enter Tanner- 7:45
I'm sitting on the couch, reading, "Hey the drain isn't working, I tried to fish around and stuff but it looks like we won't be able to make our delicious dinner" translation: I'm lazy.
Tanner begins rummaging underneath the sink.
5 seconds later I look over after hearing a splash.
Tanner is crouched in an inch of water, the carpet next to the kitchen is slowly soaking and there are remains of the noodles from last night's soup.
We just started laughing. I peeled off my socks and tip toed over to the paper towels and began mopping up the water. I was just happy it was mostly clear. We spent the next two hours cleaning the water, I ran to the store to buy more paper towels, because sadly I have no rags yet. Tanner worked on the drain with a wire hanger and we loved the black stuff he cleaned out of it. I made homemade salsa because really, only one person can fit under the sink. But of course I gave my support and did try my hand at feeling around in the pipe. Sick.
By ten o' clock we realized we had not eaten so Tanner made steak while I did the dishes with a wonderfully working drain. Rice and blueberry muffins accompanied our meal and we finished the night with 10,000 B.C. Actually, I slept and he watched the movie. It was actually the perfect night.
We were joking the day before that we don't go anywhere on dates because 1. we don't have a car, 2. we don't have money and 3. we like doing normal things like laundry (or puzzles) on Friday nights.
Oh... did I mention that he cleaned the hair from our bathtub drain the night before?
Ya, I'm keeping him.
Friday night, Tanner and I planned on making a yummy dinner of spaghetti and homemade turkey meatballs. Then we were going to make treats and doorbell ditch them to strangers. While defrosting the turkey I noticed that the sink (full of dishes I might add) was not draining. Strange. I left it alone because quite frankly, I had just danced and needed a shower.
Enter Tanner- 7:45
I'm sitting on the couch, reading, "Hey the drain isn't working, I tried to fish around and stuff but it looks like we won't be able to make our delicious dinner" translation: I'm lazy.
Tanner begins rummaging underneath the sink.
5 seconds later I look over after hearing a splash.
Tanner is crouched in an inch of water, the carpet next to the kitchen is slowly soaking and there are remains of the noodles from last night's soup.
We just started laughing. I peeled off my socks and tip toed over to the paper towels and began mopping up the water. I was just happy it was mostly clear. We spent the next two hours cleaning the water, I ran to the store to buy more paper towels, because sadly I have no rags yet. Tanner worked on the drain with a wire hanger and we loved the black stuff he cleaned out of it. I made homemade salsa because really, only one person can fit under the sink. But of course I gave my support and did try my hand at feeling around in the pipe. Sick.
By ten o' clock we realized we had not eaten so Tanner made steak while I did the dishes with a wonderfully working drain. Rice and blueberry muffins accompanied our meal and we finished the night with 10,000 B.C. Actually, I slept and he watched the movie. It was actually the perfect night.
We were joking the day before that we don't go anywhere on dates because 1. we don't have a car, 2. we don't have money and 3. we like doing normal things like laundry (or puzzles) on Friday nights.
Oh... did I mention that he cleaned the hair from our bathtub drain the night before?
Ya, I'm keeping him.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
My Surroundings
Today I am all about reading. I'm devouring everything I can get my hands on. This is a good thing, because I feel like I learn a lot when I read. ...I realize that the sentence I just wrote was completely silly...
Right now I'm surrounded by the BYU magazine (which I already read this morning), The Daily Universe, CNN.com is up on another tab, February's Ensign (which has a gorgeous cover), General Conference Oct Issue, The Norton Anthology Western Literature, and my Scriptures. Below the couch lay 15 children's books all dealing with cake, food network magazine, The Hunger Games (I am planning on re-reading sometime...) Raising and Emotionally Intelligent Child, my Scriptures, and Favorite Fairy Tales told in Czechoslovakia.
I know. Heaven.
Now...where do I begin?
Right now I'm surrounded by the BYU magazine (which I already read this morning), The Daily Universe, CNN.com is up on another tab, February's Ensign (which has a gorgeous cover), General Conference Oct Issue, The Norton Anthology Western Literature, and my Scriptures. Below the couch lay 15 children's books all dealing with cake, food network magazine, The Hunger Games (I am planning on re-reading sometime...) Raising and Emotionally Intelligent Child, my Scriptures, and Favorite Fairy Tales told in Czechoslovakia.
I know. Heaven.
Now...where do I begin?
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Pork Chops like you've never tasted
It was quite the weekend. My team traveled to Mesquite for a show-which went way better than expected and ended with our bus driver being arrested. I will save that story for another post....
This was the dinner Tanner and I made last night and it was too good to not share. I'm taking no credit though, this came out of the Food Network magazine. So enjoy!!
Pork Chops with Apples and Garlic Smashed Potatoes
1 pound small fingerling potatoes
2 cloves garlic
Kosher salt
4 1/2-inch-thick boneless pork loin chops (5 ounces each)
2 teaspoons chopped fresh sage (I used more because sage is divine)
Freshly ground pepper
1 T extra-virgin olive oil
1 large red onion, cut into 1/2 inch pieces
2 Granny Smith apples, cut into 1/2 inch pieces
3/4 cup apple cider
1/2 cup buttermilk
1. Put the potatoes and garlic in a saucepan, cover with cold water and season with salt. Cover and bring to a boil, then uncover and continue cooking until tender, about 15 minutes. Cover and set aside.
2. Meanwhile, rub both sides of the pork chops with the sage, and salt and pepper to taste. Heat a large cast-iron skillet over high heat, then add 1 teaspoon olive oil and sear the chops until golden on both sides, about 5 minutes total. Transfer to a plate. Wipe out the skillet (I did not do this, I like the bits of pork left over for extra flavor) and add the remaining 2 teaspoons olive oil. Add the onion and apples and cook over medium-high heat until lightly browned, about 5 minutes. Season with salt and pepper and stir in the cider.
3. Return the chops to the skillet. Cover and cook, turning once, until just cooked through, 4 to 5 minutes. Drain the potatoes, reserving 1/4 cup liquid. Return the potatoes to the pan; add the buttermilk and mash, adding cooking liquid as needed. Season with salt and pepper. Serve with pork chops, onion and applies. Drizzle with the pan juices.
Additional notes from me...
I didn't have apple cider, nor did I want to buy a whole bottle. I used half chicken broth, half apple juice and it was yummy. Also, we added butter, parm cheese, and sage to the potatoes. Adding a salad would be a great idea for texture and color.
Enjoy! :)
This was the dinner Tanner and I made last night and it was too good to not share. I'm taking no credit though, this came out of the Food Network magazine. So enjoy!!
Pork Chops with Apples and Garlic Smashed Potatoes
1 pound small fingerling potatoes
2 cloves garlic
Kosher salt
4 1/2-inch-thick boneless pork loin chops (5 ounces each)
2 teaspoons chopped fresh sage (I used more because sage is divine)
Freshly ground pepper
1 T extra-virgin olive oil
1 large red onion, cut into 1/2 inch pieces
2 Granny Smith apples, cut into 1/2 inch pieces
3/4 cup apple cider
1/2 cup buttermilk
1. Put the potatoes and garlic in a saucepan, cover with cold water and season with salt. Cover and bring to a boil, then uncover and continue cooking until tender, about 15 minutes. Cover and set aside.
2. Meanwhile, rub both sides of the pork chops with the sage, and salt and pepper to taste. Heat a large cast-iron skillet over high heat, then add 1 teaspoon olive oil and sear the chops until golden on both sides, about 5 minutes total. Transfer to a plate. Wipe out the skillet (I did not do this, I like the bits of pork left over for extra flavor) and add the remaining 2 teaspoons olive oil. Add the onion and apples and cook over medium-high heat until lightly browned, about 5 minutes. Season with salt and pepper and stir in the cider.
3. Return the chops to the skillet. Cover and cook, turning once, until just cooked through, 4 to 5 minutes. Drain the potatoes, reserving 1/4 cup liquid. Return the potatoes to the pan; add the buttermilk and mash, adding cooking liquid as needed. Season with salt and pepper. Serve with pork chops, onion and applies. Drizzle with the pan juices.
Additional notes from me...
I didn't have apple cider, nor did I want to buy a whole bottle. I used half chicken broth, half apple juice and it was yummy. Also, we added butter, parm cheese, and sage to the potatoes. Adding a salad would be a great idea for texture and color.
Enjoy! :)
Monday, January 17, 2011
Ramblings and a Quilt
I haven't written anything in a good long while. This is mostly due to the fact that school this semester may kick my rear end. Wait, let me rephrase....DANCE this semester will most definitely kick my rear end, not to mention leave my legs feeling like jelly. We have our first show this weekend in Mesquite, Nevada. Pretty exciting. However, we had to put together a whole new show in just two weeks. My brain is full of new steps and the thoughts of making a fool out of myself on stage is weighing on my mind. Those poor people in Mesquite. That being said, I love my team, my director and the opportunities we have. I love learning new things and being challenged. Luckily this team is not a "look what I can do" team but has a "look what my friend can do" feeling. That is definitely what I'll be banking on this weekend. My friends are all really really good :)
More ramblings...I really like simple things. I like my rice cooker, I like my family, I like little preschoolers when they giggle and pretend they're my mother as we cook supper. I like looking at old pictures and reading children stories. I like reading talks and learning about the human mind. (We just watched A Beautiful Mind the other night). I like cleaning on occasion and gardening. I like it when it rains even though it is supposed to be snowing.
I told you I would post pictures of my present to Tanner...Here it is! :)
I know, he's really cute.
I love Natalie in this one. Perfect.
Smiling in pictures is boring.
I also got him a pea coat that he looks very handsome in. (sorry, no picture yet).
He and his family gave me a darling apron that they traced their hands on. Even the dog and cat left their mark! He also gave me The Flavor Bible. This book is the coolest thing in the world. I just find myself trying to get through my textbook reading so I can devour it. Gah! I love learning about food...and eating it. :)
The quilt was hard to make. It was my very first one and I may have gotten impatient once or twice during the process. Okay, more than that. I had a lot of help though. Anna, Natalie and my cousin Rosie were HUGELY helpful. They kept me sane so thank you thank you! I am not ready to start rolling out the quilts... I don't have the time nor the money to spend on them. Maybe someday...for now I'll just enjoy this one!
More ramblings...I really like simple things. I like my rice cooker, I like my family, I like little preschoolers when they giggle and pretend they're my mother as we cook supper. I like looking at old pictures and reading children stories. I like reading talks and learning about the human mind. (We just watched A Beautiful Mind the other night). I like cleaning on occasion and gardening. I like it when it rains even though it is supposed to be snowing.
I told you I would post pictures of my present to Tanner...Here it is! :)
I know, he's really cute.
I love Natalie in this one. Perfect.
Smiling in pictures is boring.
I also got him a pea coat that he looks very handsome in. (sorry, no picture yet).
He and his family gave me a darling apron that they traced their hands on. Even the dog and cat left their mark! He also gave me The Flavor Bible. This book is the coolest thing in the world. I just find myself trying to get through my textbook reading so I can devour it. Gah! I love learning about food...and eating it. :)
The quilt was hard to make. It was my very first one and I may have gotten impatient once or twice during the process. Okay, more than that. I had a lot of help though. Anna, Natalie and my cousin Rosie were HUGELY helpful. They kept me sane so thank you thank you! I am not ready to start rolling out the quilts... I don't have the time nor the money to spend on them. Maybe someday...for now I'll just enjoy this one!
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Preschool 101
I am taking a course this semester entitled DAP 222. This course is a practicum in which I will be involved at teaching at the BYU preschools.
...
No I did not change my major, I am not going to be an early childhood educator. I am still going to be a Foods teacher. However, with my degree I will be able to teach child development as well. AWESOME. Not to mention I get to spend time with kids for two days a week, have snack time and have pet birds. AND I get recess!!!!! In college!!!!!!YESSSSSSSS.
I am excited, nervous and quite honestly overwhelmed.
HOW CAN THEY PUT ME IN A ROOM WITH SMALL CHILDREN AND LET ME SHAPE THEIR GROWING LITTLE MINDS? HOW CAN I BE RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR EMOTIONAL STABILITY AND SOCIAL SKILLS AND PHYSICAL DEVELOPMENT? I AM 21 YEARS OLD. I WAS JUST BARELY 4!
Okay, those are my concerns. But truly I am so excited and grateful for the opportunity I have to learn this semester at this University. I will not ruin the cute preschoolers, nor will I ruin my future children.
I have a feeling I will be learning the most this semester at BYU than ever before, and I think my professors will be the 4 and 5 year olds.
...
No I did not change my major, I am not going to be an early childhood educator. I am still going to be a Foods teacher. However, with my degree I will be able to teach child development as well. AWESOME. Not to mention I get to spend time with kids for two days a week, have snack time and have pet birds. AND I get recess!!!!! In college!!!!!!YESSSSSSSS.
I am excited, nervous and quite honestly overwhelmed.
HOW CAN THEY PUT ME IN A ROOM WITH SMALL CHILDREN AND LET ME SHAPE THEIR GROWING LITTLE MINDS? HOW CAN I BE RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR EMOTIONAL STABILITY AND SOCIAL SKILLS AND PHYSICAL DEVELOPMENT? I AM 21 YEARS OLD. I WAS JUST BARELY 4!
Okay, those are my concerns. But truly I am so excited and grateful for the opportunity I have to learn this semester at this University. I will not ruin the cute preschoolers, nor will I ruin my future children.
I have a feeling I will be learning the most this semester at BYU than ever before, and I think my professors will be the 4 and 5 year olds.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Perfection
My last post was a bit depressing, but never fear! Tanner and I were happily reunited and are back into the swing of school.
Today I would like to share you some thoughts inspired by a newly found and newly favorite quote:
"You don't have to be perfect, just honest and sincere". Rosemary Wixom
This sentence has been rolling around in my mind since I heard it Sunday. So I ask you this question: What does being perfect entail? Here are some possible qualifications of perfection some may answer (most of these are from an Latter-Day Saint viewpoint).
straight A's
well groomed hair
make-up smeared to the nine's
a significant other
Relief Society President
bakes cookies every day for neighbors
children "bow-ed" and combed to exactness
killer husband with the business job
perfected relationship with in-laws, as well as animals
scriptures heavily marked
charitable acts done up to wazoo
craft time with children every day
president of PTA
home cooked meal 7 days a week
oh yes, and they still have time for pedi's
The list could continue onward; I'm sure you even thought of a couple yourself.
This list shows things only others see. We (and I mostly mean women), constantly beat ourselves up about how others see us and if we are appearing as supermom or superwoman. I'm not superwoman, and I'm happy to admit it.
I will however, admit that this quote has made me think for a moment about my motivation for things. Am I trying to do too much, stretching myself too thin in order that I may reach perfection? That perfection is not necessarily in others eyes, but by my personal definition and what I expect myself to accomplish. Or am I passionate about my major, the things I am pursuing and the life I am leading?
are you?
Everyday you must ask yourself if you are being honest and sincere to others and yourself. Are you serving to be seen as a selfless person, because you're supposed to, or is it because you are honestly trying to help a fellowman?
Another spin involves trying to do too many things. I believe it is better to be extraordinary at two to three things rather than mediocre in ten. You know your limits and you know your heart. Choose to slow down and do things that you can be honest and sincere about. Be genuine and forget about the expectations you think others have for you.
Be ambitious in your goals and dreams. Challenge yourself. "Let's be honest; it's rather easy to be busy. We all can think up a list of tasks that will overwhelm our schedules. Some might even think that their self-worth depends on the length of their to-do list. They flood the open spaces in their time with lists of meetings and minutia-even during times of stress and fatigue." Dieter F. Uchtdorf
Don't be perfect. Just be true to your integrity. Be genuine.
"You don't have to be perfect, just honest and sincere". Rosemary Dixom
Today I would like to share you some thoughts inspired by a newly found and newly favorite quote:
"You don't have to be perfect, just honest and sincere". Rosemary Wixom
This sentence has been rolling around in my mind since I heard it Sunday. So I ask you this question: What does being perfect entail? Here are some possible qualifications of perfection some may answer (most of these are from an Latter-Day Saint viewpoint).
straight A's
well groomed hair
make-up smeared to the nine's
a significant other
Relief Society President
bakes cookies every day for neighbors
children "bow-ed" and combed to exactness
killer husband with the business job
perfected relationship with in-laws, as well as animals
scriptures heavily marked
charitable acts done up to wazoo
craft time with children every day
president of PTA
home cooked meal 7 days a week
oh yes, and they still have time for pedi's
The list could continue onward; I'm sure you even thought of a couple yourself.
This list shows things only others see. We (and I mostly mean women), constantly beat ourselves up about how others see us and if we are appearing as supermom or superwoman. I'm not superwoman, and I'm happy to admit it.
I will however, admit that this quote has made me think for a moment about my motivation for things. Am I trying to do too much, stretching myself too thin in order that I may reach perfection? That perfection is not necessarily in others eyes, but by my personal definition and what I expect myself to accomplish. Or am I passionate about my major, the things I am pursuing and the life I am leading?
are you?
Everyday you must ask yourself if you are being honest and sincere to others and yourself. Are you serving to be seen as a selfless person, because you're supposed to, or is it because you are honestly trying to help a fellowman?
Another spin involves trying to do too many things. I believe it is better to be extraordinary at two to three things rather than mediocre in ten. You know your limits and you know your heart. Choose to slow down and do things that you can be honest and sincere about. Be genuine and forget about the expectations you think others have for you.
Be ambitious in your goals and dreams. Challenge yourself. "Let's be honest; it's rather easy to be busy. We all can think up a list of tasks that will overwhelm our schedules. Some might even think that their self-worth depends on the length of their to-do list. They flood the open spaces in their time with lists of meetings and minutia-even during times of stress and fatigue." Dieter F. Uchtdorf
Don't be perfect. Just be true to your integrity. Be genuine.
"You don't have to be perfect, just honest and sincere". Rosemary Dixom
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